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I am the shadows behind the shadows of this world.
I am dead to the world,my life is a life of tears that have dried i am numb inside.
But sometimes a tear will fall just to let me know it was all real.
I been hated all my life started in schools then family they all left me,they never could understand me i am not like you normal is just a word to me.
Vampires wolfs all that just a dream of what many believe they our.Even i drink blood i love night time i have all the sighs but to be or not to be idk.
but what i do know is what you see in this earth i see what you cant see what do i mean i live in a world of spirits that i see i have a gift even to know things before it happens.
sometimes they enter into me i change i cant help it i tried to over power them but they our very strong,i have many types from angels to demons.
i been this way all my life thats why people is scared of me and don't want to be around me i have a very high in energy.
very kind person i love all life around me,i have to stay clean or i will get weak and the dark spirits take over then i am a danger to others.
help there is no help for me,i been locked up as a teen for the way i was doctors cops so many just to keep me on drugs they cant understand nothing but whats in their little books.
am not crazy their crazy not me,they have not seen crazy.I am the type of person if you have spirits in ur house i would know one more thing their not just running around in the dark thats bull shit.
i don't have many friends i never been married i do believe in solo mate but that's hard to find 1 in mil odds so good luck.I quit looking for love a long time ago.
i like nothing but rock music and all metal music.I like all dark colors to wear.i am odd but good odd type of person.I do my best to get along with others i don't ask for much and i don't talk much.
i don't lie and pretend to be someone i am not.
I live my own life free from the world trust me i am nothing like many.
BE FREE BE HAPPY BE WHO YOU OUR.