notosa's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I am......

An Individual: I'd like to think I am
Special: To me and all who know me
Interesting: I hope I have the depth to be
Confident: I don't care what you think
Uncertain sometimes: I do need reminding
Independant: I don't need you help
Weird: It's an interpretation
Needy: I crave attention
Comitted:To Mine, and being me
Scared: When my worlds collapse
Disappointed: I expect all to be strong
Brave:When I am surrounded by what I know
Loving:Chosen Wisely (most of the time)
Logical: But only to me
Restless: I need contant stimulation
Never Bored:I find something to do
Endless: I am

The Picture of the Ship at the end of my Profile is the HMS Vampire..... really

I'm a 25yo Gemini Female alternate from Sydney OZ. I am a Wiccan,a writer, Chi Vamp if you would like to label it .. I study Choi Li Fut a form of Kungfu,
I love to create things, I am still going though a spray paint on Bonds Tshirts phase, it used to be glue on, stick on sew on........ I can do awesome one off's but have never been able to replicate anything I have made.

I've been interested in the occult since I was 12 and brought home The complete book of spells ceremonies and magick from the school library and my mother threatened to burn it.

I learnt alot about palmistry becasue my palm is not like anyone else I know. I have an double head line, plus all the normal lines, it's supposed to mean that i am destined for great things, apparently Einstein had a double head line, but I figure it represents the two sides of my life, the corporate and the alternate, the resonsible person and the creative person and the fact that i will be stuck with my double life forever...

I also have a thing for song lyrics being a poet as well, and I love music across strange genres, I Love Musicals and you will find me singing when I am happy ask anyone at my work and they will tell how how much I love to sing, However I have had to tone it down now that I am mid management

I don't believe in stealing other peopls energy, Chi can be found in the world that surrounds us, I remember after a heavy meditation session I felt the strongest chi I have ever experienced, it was like holding a magnetic ball between your hands, repelling and attracting,

My work is in the corporate world and found that that it is not we the alternates who are the only ones with the most masks. I dislike politics and find It is difficult trying to be creative in a non creative enviroment but I made the decision to be good at everything I do, my old primary school motto "What we do, Do well" has sorta stuck with me,

I plan on retiring very young so hopefully by my midlife crisis I will have the financial stability to be able to throw in the towel and do everything I want to do...

Bleeding Daisys
It only hurts the first time, and aches for all the rest
You become numb and can’t feel the shreading of your heart sinew by sinew.
Does the brain know that the heart is in pieces,
Do the eyes see what is left over and tossed after the reesembly,
Do your tears know that they are wasted water,
Will your body ever know his touch again?
Will you ever ask to have never lost?

My Pets
I have one rat now, Freya died so it is only Artemis left, a Mouse called Ares and a Cat that I got from the RSPCA called Willow.

My Favourite Authors
I love Laurell K Hamilton, Anita Blake
Anne rice
Anne Mcgaffery
Tracey Harding
Patrica Cornwell
Stephen King
Brian Lumley
Dean R Koontz
Kelley Armstrong
Elizabeth Moon

My Favourite Historians/theologist
Tacitus
Machievelli

My Favourite Bands
Jack off Jill
Nightwish
Scarling
System of a Down
A Perfect Circle
Susan Vega
Lucuna Coil
Epica
Within Temptations

My Favourite Songs
Suicide Note: Jonette neopolitan
Judith: Perfect Circle
Strawberry Gashes: Jack off Jill
Vivica: Jack off jill
I wish I had your Angel: Nightwish
Sweet Dreams: Manson
Closer: Nine Inch Nails
All I need to know: Murmers
Jenny was a friend of mine: The Killers
Kisses: Tracey Bonham
Anthem: Chess
Sober: Tool
Furnace room Lullaby: Neko Case
Roulett: System of a down
Loca: Dark Ritual
The package: Perfect Circle
Lucuna coil: Honey moon suite
Within Temptation: Angels

On the road that I have taken,
one day, walking, I awaken,
amazed to see where I have come,
where I'm going, where I'm from.

This is not the path I thought.
This is not the place I sought.
This is not the dream I bought,
just a fever of fate I've caught

The Book of Counted Sorrows

Your A Gothic Vampire Of the Night! Your rule over
all other Gothic Vampires. Your the God/Goddess
Of All Gothic Vampires! All shall bow down
before you..

What Elemental Gothic Vampire are you?
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Mage: You can bend and twist reality to your whims
as long as you are willing to pay the price.
Knowledge fuels you, and spurs you to new and
challenging heights on a regular basis. Magic
is your tool of choice, and no matter how you
invoke its power, you can control and shape it
to your whims. You try to slowly change
consensual reality in order to allow others to
experience your power, as well as lessen the
negative effects of casting your spells. One
day you hope to transcend this mortal husk that
binds you and become something greater.

maharet

Maharet

Vampires Of Anne Rice..(girls) - guys coming soon
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I Am A: Chaotic Good Elf Ranger Bard

Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.

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