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hello there my name is john and i am a 27 year old white male i have blonde hair babyblue eyes and i stand 5'9. i weigh 160.8 pounds exactly. i have three tattoos, and seven piercings. i am a very outgoing kind of guy who loves to have fun and who knows what he wants out of life and all. i have lived rather kind of a hard childhood kind of life and yet i still push forward every single day to make things better for myself to the very best that i am able to do so. i do work full time and i love what i do with a passion. i do love children very much so and i would do anything in this world to help a child in anyway that i could ever possibly help them if that means giving that child the very last thing that i would have to eat in my house then that is just what i would do thats just me though. for right now this is all i am going to write till i figure out how to word things in a better way as well though. so keep checking back i will be posting lots more items such as poetry and more in this section as well too. till then hope to chat with some of you very soon.

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JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTE

NORMAL FRIENDS: Never ask for Faygo
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no Faygo

NORMAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

NORMAL FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

NORMAL FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Cry with you

NORMAL FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days, then give it back
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours

NORMAL FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you

NORMAL FRIENDS: Ask what a Faygo Shower is
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Say "What time, Where? I'm fuckin' amped now!!!"

NORMAL FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

NORMAL FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'm here Bitch! Wheres the Faygo????!!!"

NORMAL FRIENDS: Are for awhile
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Are for life

NORMAL FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place, and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit"

NORMAL FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

NORMAL FRIENDS: Would ignore this
JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will send this to all there
JUGGALO FRIENDS and hope to get it back!!

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White man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, "
"When I grew up I was BLACK "
"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "
"When I die I'll be BLACK."
"But you sir."
"When you're born you're pink, "
"When you grow up you're white ,"
"When you're sick, you're green, "
"When you go in the sun you turn red, "
"When you're cold you turn blue, "
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away....
Put this on your page if you HATE racisme

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"I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS

50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
at my parents house

2. Who are you in love with?
someone very special to me

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
probably when i was little

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yes my nieces crayon

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
last week i went to the mall and went into spencers

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yes

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
yes a 2010 dodge senatra

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
one year ago today

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yes

10. Are you hot?
depends on how this question is asked i guess

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
diet pepsi

12. What are you wearing right now?
a pair of bluejeans socks a beater and a white t-shirt gym shows and a belt

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
i wash my own vehicles

14. Last food that you ate?
biscuits and gravy saugage and egg whites

15. Where were you last week at this time?
driving down the highway

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nope...

17. When is the last time you ran?
this morning

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
football

19. What is your favorite animal?
wolves and dogs

20. Your dream vacation?
austrailia

21. Last person's house you were in?
a good friends

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
lost the eyesight in my right eye when i was four years old

23. Have you been in love?
yep

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yes i do my dad R.I.P. dad we miss you

25. Last play you saw?
idk....

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
biting

27. What are your plans for tonight?
kicking back and relaxing

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
hell if i know

29. Next trip you are going to take?
new jersey probably

30. Ever go to camp?
yeah...

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
hell no

32. What do you want to know about the future?
nothing cause if i know nething then its no fun to live for

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yes i am

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
nope

35. Where is your best friend?
which one?

36. How is your best friend?
which one?

37. Do you have a tan?
yes people say i look like im a half breed. lmao

38. What are you listening to right now?
music

39. Do you collect anything?
yes.... arrowheads

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
my mother

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
2 weeks ago when i was doing 63mph in a 55 mile zone

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
lots of times

43. What does your last text message say?
i miss you

44. Do you like hot sauce?
hell no

45. Last time you took a shower?
this morning

46. Do you need to do laundry?
nope already done

47. What is your heritage?
german, indian and american

48. Are you someone's best friend?
hell yesh

49. Are you rich?
depends on what u classify as rich

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
writing more poetry

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Racism

White man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, "
"When I grew up I was BLACK "
"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "
"When I die I'll be BLACK."
"But you sir."
"When you're born you're pink, "
"When you grow up you're white ,"
"When you're sick, you're green, "
"When you go in the sun you turn red, "
"When you're cold you turn blue, "
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away....
Put this on your page if you HATE racism

IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!

I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.

I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.
But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.

I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.

I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.
But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.

I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.

I saw you stare at my long hair.
But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.

I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.
But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.

I saw you look in fright at my tattoos.
But you didn't see me cry as my children where born and have their name written over and in my heart.

I saw you change lanes while rushing off to go somewhere.
But you didn't see me going home to be with my family.

I saw you complain about how loud and noisy our bikes can be.
But you didn't see me when you were changing the CD and drifted into my lane.

I saw you yelling at your kids in the car.
But you didn't see me pat my child's hands, knowing he was safe behind me.

I saw you reading the newspaper or map as you drove down the road.
But you didn't see me squeeze my wife's leg when she told me to take the next turn.

I saw you race down the road in the rain.
But you didn't see me get soaked to the skin so my son could have the car to go on his date.

I saw you run the yellow light just to save a few minutes of time.
But you didn't see me trying to turn right

I saw you cut me off because you needed to be in the lane I was in.
But you didn't see me leave the road.

I saw you waiting impatiently for my friends to pass.
But you didn't see me. I wasn't there.

I saw you go home to your family.
But you didn't see me. Because, I died that day you cut me off.

Sitting here looking back on the past at times I could never get back I sit and mainly thinking of my dad. Thinking about all the good and yet bad times we have had. But during this writing I wish to focus upon the good things about this amazing father of whom I speak of.

My dad has influenced me in many different ways. One of the ways was that he would always tell me that nothing gets handed to you for free. By saying that I mean he always taught me teh proper meaning of working for whatever it was I wanted. He has also taught me to do the very best I could do to provid for my family when i ever had one. He has taught me the meaning of a true love especially towards teh family. As well he has taught me great morals of life itself.

If I had to pick just one word to describe dad it would have to be the word realistic. When he looked at things he looked at them from a realistic point of view, almost everytime grant it their were times he would joke about things, but it was always with a realistic point of view.

My last moments with dad were the hardest moments I have ever had to deal with. It was moments I truly didn't want to face thats for sure. I use to always think dad would be around for a lifetime and then some. But it goes to prove that people don't live forever even the ones we think that will. But when that person leaves your side it's the roughest thing you would eer feel no matter if it's a chil, parent, grand parent, grandchild, etc......

I would have to say that one of my dad's hobbies was helping others. He was never one to turn his back on anyone no matter how wrong you may have done him. I don't recall him ever turning his back on anyone especially his family. I seen teh look he has gotten in his eyes whenever he was able to offer his help to someone. My dad was a very thoughtful and very generous yet loving man.

Things or even people dad was passionate about was his grand babies. He thought the world of his drand babies. Everytime he would see them he would always take small little things to them and give them money to put into their piggy banks. I have even seen him cry over his grand babies. His grand babies are his world.

Dad has said many funny thins. But I would have to say the funniest thing I have ever heard him say would have to be touch the end of the ciggerette lighter it's not hot it is just glowing red, because it's cooling off. Like I have mentioned before though he has said many things that was funny.

Dad taught me that God is real and that he is a great thing to believe in. He would always tell me that just because people on earth don't see what your doing, God sees everything you do no matter how much you may try to hide. Dad use to always tell me that the good Lord above brought us into this world and he will deffinitely take us when he is good and ready to as well.

One of dad's biggest pet peeves were his children and teh groups of people they chose to hang out with. But he just wanted what was best for his children. He seemed to always do everything possible to make sure that we were always hanging out with the better of te crowds. Their has been many of times he has spent thousands upon thousands of dollars to help his children get whatever it was that they was needing and sometimes what they was wanting as well.

When I see my dad's picture what I will remember the most is all the times he could have easily turned his back on someone , but never one time did he ever. I remember he once told me that everyone makes mistakes and now they need to take and learn from their mistakes. Some did learn and yet others did not.The ones that did not though indeed had to deal wtih the outcome as well as the ones that did learn from the mistakes.

IN MEMORY
OF
DAVID J. PHILHOWER

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