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a strawberry....origional.one of a kind..a hybrid! a little confused...looking for mentorship...trying to learn how to cope with who and what I am....I am 37 years old....I was abandoned by my mother at the age of 6...left with my father who was extremely abusive towards me and my baby brother who I was forced to raise...as well as myself...I always felt different...unique...like I had an insight into people that was not natural or regular....I was either very well liked or feared...never scared of anything and always had to excel or strive to be the best at everything that I did...I am simply looking for answers to questions that I know people close to me know but they seem scared to tell me the truth about myself....and this worries and concerns me...as well as hurts me....i hope to one day know the truth...