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I'm 18 years old. I don't have friends I hang with at all. I don't go too parties hardly anymore. I dont smoke because I'm really and totally seriously deadly allergic. I don't drink.I don't do drugs I only take medcine signed by a doctor. I don't hardly laugh and that rarely that I do unless something is really funny then I laugh but that's about it.I have my family that I love no matter what.Im young and hard headed at times and stubren.I love unconditionally.I have heart that I wear on my sleeve and when someone says something about me I take it personally and I take it too heart.I wanna fit in with the crowd and too be exacpeted as I'm.If I have said some things too anyone that I shouldn't have at the time and I did I'm truly sorry I hurt u and I hope inside ur heart that someday u will forgive me for what I have done that I will regret Becuse I hurted another.I mean well.I sometimes get over protected when I know I shouldn't be but I really care for you if I'm overprotective.I take chances and risks putting who I'm for the whole wrold too see.Im serious person I don't joke or laugh and if I do it's very rare.If I'm depressed I will change everything I'm so would like me but I don't wanna change who I'm but I do get depressed and I leave and shut the world and my family and so on out till I'm me again.I get hurt I won't answer my heart will begin too break and I will go into being depressed and shut the world out competely and till I can actually say hi too the one who hurt me or broke my heart.I'm loyal I don't like too be sneaky becuse it doesn't feel right too me.I'm honest I would never lie too u if I said anything too anyone that thinks I'm a liar I was told stuff and shown stuff as well.I value my family ancsisters and who they were and what they did no matter if it's right or wrong I love and honor them unconditionally.Im a very nice person once you get too know the real me deep down inside.I don't judge others if I do I never inteded too and I'm sorry.I respect ur wishes till u invade my privacy or whatever it my be.I have been in love and been hurt too the point I tried committing suicide till someone talked me out of it for my best interest.Im here too meet new people,make some friends hopefully,and I came here too find myself hopeing that I could be accepted as I'm and nothing less. thank you very much for reading this long profile I hope understand who I really I'm and the real me.