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i'm not the best writer but i will do my best.
age: 38
married
recluseive
i spend most of the time with my studies.
i gess i have to say something.
when i was a boy is when the dreams started well maybe there's a felling that in my throt stomach fear something like sand all aroud me its coming...
not really a dream that time before sleep when thing fell real but... not sand but a very bizzy wall blanket..
and then the images things voices... not so fun when your young not so bad now .

ok switch topic
there's just so much i see and fell so i study

things that fallow me:
faces, in walls windows spils
shadows, ther are a lot but just a few that fallow me since i was young now not so scared.
healing:

is very private
protection:
one of my stepfathers showed me a thing or too.
now i'm better at pushing things away then when i was young.