hmm seems i am alone once more.
R.I.P John
born march 04 1953
died january 15 2007
age 53
bye my father
Listen my friends. There is much to discuss. You see inspiration is everywhere, you just have to find your muse. All of you lost in the dark can grasp my hand. For I know the darkness better then the day. I have made the shadows my home. So much so that even in my darkest hour. I can still find joy and happiness. Your probably think oh joy an optimist, but frankly hatred has no hold upon me, at least for long. As I see the news and whats happening over the world. All I can think is this. Every choice we make has a reaction to it, or in simpler terms. Every choice we make is like throwing a rock into water it ripples out. Yes so in this thought. You must understand every choice we make effects the choice of another. Sadly choices caused by hatred only breed more hatred caused choices.
my one greatest weakness is i care. yeah yeah i got a big heart anyways if you need someone to listen i'll be glad to do it
to live means the option of death. everyone has a shelf life vampire lupin and humans a like. no one is truelly immortal. everyone dies its the price of life. its not who you are but what you do with your life that makes your life worth it.
people i will be gone for a long time. because i am on a path that will end with me being a better person i might be on everyonce again or i might not depends on how things go. all those here who know me and want my cell so they can keep in contact with me. email me at gallagher53085@yahoo.com. i'll give it to you if i think i should ok.
i'm a smart little cookie little cookie i'm a smart little cookie cookie. sorry me so hyper its so not fair i have all this energy aww oh well hmm i wonder if the anti-christ has been born yet oh well i just don't give a fuck lol hi everyone now be happy
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i've got some really killer news i got my second tatt today and it was for free
guess what guys i'm 21 today may 30th 2006 yay i'm happy.
my friends i do not enjoy pictures of your chest i enjoy pictures of your face because the feature that attracts me most are your eyes for the eyes are the windows into your soul
damn i woke up to early this morning only got 4 hours of sleep about hmmm strange i feel just as good if i had gotten my normal hours of sleep
i'm sorry to say but i feel alone tonight and as my birthday draws closer i feel change in the wind and yet i have no one near so i am here in dayton ohio hmm oh well life will go on as usual
my friends of the rave. weather your christian or am like me pagan or any faith. magick is everywhere. magick fills us. magick is throughout the universe its the underlining force that is everywhere. my friends magic is our friend. it is a force to do so much good. or so much bad so please use it wisely and meditate on why you are doing a spell or anything ask yourself this what do we desire of this spell and write it down so you have a clear mind of what your asking for or otherwise the spell will give you something close to what you want.
people of the rave its only 4 more days till my birthday here in america may 30th is the day anyways my night visions growing better and better each day and my third eye is stuck on open hmm and i can feel change is in the wind for me
listen people i'm sure i'll have some disagreements with this but heres the two vamps that are now aday life psy-vamps and sang vamps psy-vamps feed on either your emotional or they can feed on your actual life force but sangs on the other hand gain there energy from blood ok
hmm now i am wondering how different i am because at night as i near my 21st birthday my mind comes more alive and my third eye opens. anyone know anything about this please tell me and yes i am more then what i seem
would i have been happier if i had been born normal. i wonder that everytime life gives me a turn for the worse. when i feel all alone. i look up at the stars and wonder that. my heart fills with sadness cause i do not know.
sadness fills my soul. darkness is my eternal blanket. pain is my never ending friend. theres a revolving door for women come in and quickly go back out and then other women come back in. life is living hell. i'm gentle, kind, and sweet but who cares. my heart is broken as quickly as it mends. life ends and new life begins. hope reborn. life unfold. may pain forever be forgotten. so mote it be.
a horse is a horse of course of course unless its mister ed
people i look weird without my mustache and goatee its weird
you know what i'm gonna do when i marry a woman i'm gonna make her sign a prenup that all it says is she has to get this tatted on her body "james' property all hands off"
i also feel that if we don't take chances in our life we run out of chances to take and soon find ourselves in old bodies with nothing that we have gained in our lives but please choose wisely which chance you take
i feel i am understanding the world around me and realizing that its not god or whatever you believe that will end the world but humans will cause it themselves for our fear and misunderstanding of each other continues it only breeds hatred and more fear. it will be the down fall of our race if we still look at each other and see not that we are all the human race and see beyound color and and nationality of our people but see our spirit and what good qualities we have. color and nationality means nothing to spirits its what we do in this life which makes defines our existance. war should be done when we can understand that we may have differences weather religion or coloring of our skin or nationality we all came into existance as a single race broken into man and woman but yet we are still only one race we are the human race so we must ask ourselves do differences matter when we all posses the samethings when starting out. and that is we all belong to the same race the human race. once we understand may the healing process begin for a white person to enslave a black man does not mean that it means we have enslaved our fellow man we are not white we are not black we are not red we are not pink or blue or poka dotted we belong to the human race not the afraican race and white race and indian race but the human race we are all apart of once we come to an understanding of that we may be able to save ourselves and if not for ourselves then for our children.
if i say i am great its just what i think but what i feel is saddness great my heart grows weary of this tormoil that is my life but i will not end it for i know i am not meant to so i trudge along enjoying life when i can meeting people when i can and hoping they accept me for who i am or i wear a mask to hide myself so no one knows me and i like it that way
when i smile i hide my sadness when my eyes grow hard my vampire side comes out and when i truelly smile and am happy it only lasts for a while i strive for that happiness again
i've branded cut and overdosed yet i still stand here before you
your a strange one dragonchild
your eyes have silver flakes
you smirk instead of smile
your a strange one dragonchild
your hair is long and thin
your skin pale as a vamp
your a strange one dragonchild
your always in black from your head down to your feet
you wear silver fangs instead of a grill
your a strange one dragonchild
*he layes in a field* grass for miles yet not a blade to smoke
hmm i think its safe to say the girl i love won't leave me so i can say i'm in love
my poetry site www.allpoetry.com/dragonchild
5'10" or 5'11" inbetween i am white very white i am a psy vamp so far but for some strange reason i crave blood more then i used too. i have an even temper most of the time. i am very emotional since i can feel what everyone else feels and that just sparks me to feel those emotions sometimes. i collect knives and swords and battle axes. i love the crow. but i only love women. my eyes are like dragons. i either wear regular contacts cause the blackouts cost to much money for my kind of eyes. and i own a pair of black glasses. my room has dragons to every wall. i have two new swords a katana and final fantasy 8 gun sword replica i love them i got my brother the thundercat sword also i am known on my msn messanger as lone black wolf. i'm also known to be a cuddly gothic teddy bear. and my nicknames are dragon, dragonchild, or dc
my yahoo instant messanger is gallagher53085
my msn messanger is gallagher53085@hotmail.com
my aim is dragonchild53085
oh now i got blue black hair with brown in it some but mostly black it was fun doing that.
i pissed my mom off it was cool anyway i hope to meet people on here someday if i can.
may we all have fun.
if you want a picture of me i'd be glad to send ya one just email my aol account and i'll send you one ok cause otherwise you'll just have to search the shadows for this one.
Oh what a glorious night i got my make up in my male from the cool website vamp fangs also got my sterling silver fangs from there too but i messed up on putting them on so i got to get more molding kits. also i seem to be attracting women more so i am very happy cause i need lots of friends. but i am a sweetheart to the bone everything that i say when i am with a girl always seems to get an awww from them in someway or another. i am never boring to talk to i can't help it if what i got to say is a bit funny but its wise in the same moment. hmm maybe one day i'll meet everyone here. then you'll see what a nice guy i am i love to be nice i can't hurt anyone unless they love pain like me pain is more like pleasure then pain muahahaha. i also got a laugh that give some the willy's.
hey hope you guys like the three new pics cause i loved them so i put them up so :P
perception is the way of the world if life was to perceive a walmart on its side the whole world to see percieve that then therefore it is on its side it becomes fact.
reality is all about perception whose to say we are not all crazy or the crazy people are the truelly sane
Your A Gothic Vampire Of the Night! Your rule over
all other Gothic Vampires. Your the God/Goddess
Of All Gothic Vampires! All shall bow down
before you..
What Elemental Gothic Vampire are you?
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Your dark side is centered around Hopeless Faith. A
shattered broken heart holding its last breath,
searching for its salvation in a cold world.
All you want is a sweet loving heart, touchs
your hand and holds you in their arms,
prmoising you they will love you forever, so
you can feel that the whole world is revolved
around the both of you only, no more sorrow or
regret, just love. You will find what you want
when you believe in yourself and when you start
making your life with your own hands.
What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
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Raw Energy- You can create raw energy from your
emotions, this enables you to be always on your
guard and inflict pain to those who threaten
you- be careful, for what may come as a surge
of power could diminish if the purpose was
solely for destruction
What Kind Of Power Could You Possess?
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You are a REAL GOTH. Congradulaions :) Let Darkness
Be Your Guided Light. (You must be
artistic...some how all goths are. drawing,
painting, musician. stuff like that)
Are you a TRUE goth?
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You're like a Dragon!
?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.
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Descended (or some would say degenerated) from a
long line of warriors and philosophers, Clan
Brujah attracts the impassioned. From
antigovernment punk rebels to tweed suited
socialist intellectuals, this clan is loathe to
embrace those who are not prepared to question
authority and oppose the status quo. Their
supernatural powers endow them with the ability
to hit hard and fast, both physically and
emotionally. But they bear with their passion
an inevitable (and often regrettable) lack of
self-control.
Which Vampire: The Masquerade clan do you belong in?
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You Are A Black Goth. You Are Evil And Only Depend
On Your Self.
What Color Goth Are You?
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Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.
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Classic New Romantic: You are the gothest of the
Goth, your pale skin and raven hair fool
mourners into thinking you are a living ghost
as you slink around a graveyard with your
sketch book. You are the epitome of the scene;
you listen to the right music, wear beautifully
tailored gowns and are intelligent enough to
hold your own against normal people who accuse
you of being Satanic. You have a tight circle
of friends who you do everything with and they
understand when you need time alone. You see
beauty where others see dirt, you're creative
flair will lead you down paths that only people
can dream about. You seem unapproachable but
that is just your icy exterior, there are times
when you open up, most often when you've had
more wine than usual! You wear your dark cape
and gothic jewelled chokers with a regal air
you were born with. Your motto is "There
is beauty in darkness.
what element are you?(anime pics)
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your dark your intelligent and mysterious {please
vote}
what element are you?(anime pics)
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PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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From witches who could change into cats with magic
spells, to tribes of anthropomorphic tigers
living in the jungles of Malaysia, to
bloodthirsty werecats of Japan who would prey
on humans for sustenance, tales of werecats
rival their more well-known werewolf cousins in
number.
As a werecat, you are aggressive, fiercely
independant, short-tempered and prone to
violent outbursts. You can also be very kind
though, by protecting those you care for from
those who wish to do them harm. Those who
befriend you are very lucky (as long as they
stay on your good side!)
Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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You are a seductive vampire. You lurer your
victims to you with your looks, and possibly
more...you have no conscience when it comes to
killing them...
What Kind Of Vampire Are You?
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You are TONY CAMONTE, as portrayed by Paul Muni in
the 1932 film Scarface.
What Classic Hollywood Gangster Are You?
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SELENE: You are selene!
Beautiful, vivacious,
fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would
destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by
the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene
is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite
Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the
Lycans extinct.
Ever wish you could be a
vampire?
Which UNDERWORLD character are you?
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What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You?
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Oo sexy,*a-hem* I mean. You're the wolf demon.
rough, tough, and ready 4 anything. You don't
take anything for granted.
What Type of Demon Are You?
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Eagle!
Bald Eagle's Wisdom Includes:
Swiftness
Strength
Courage
Wisdom
Keen sight
Illumination of Spirit
Healing
Creation
Knowledge of magick
Ability to see hidden spiritual truths
Rising above the material to see the spiritual
Ability to see the overall pattern
Connection to spirit guides and teachers
Great power and balance
Dignity with grace
If you enjoy this quiz please rate, and I may do
some more!
Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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Take the quiz: "what color rose does you soul have*PICS*"
The red rose
yous is the red rose you have love for many and think there might be a god but your not yet sure you cant stand to know that people you love are hurtting because it hurts you also so you try to make them happy in any way you can
Vampire: A creature of the night, you feed off the
blood of human beings to survive. You often
times feel like an outsider looking in on the
living. Just on the edge, but never fully a
part of the life you left behind when you where
embraced. You are a predator, and people are
your prey. You have all the time in the world
to plan out your un-life, but your sensations
are a pale mockery of what you once had in all
things save one, the feeding, the embrace, the
feel of blood as it flows into your body to
sustain you. It is the one thing that you can
feel fully, and you cling to it.
What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You?
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Take the quiz: "-What Band are you!?"
You are Slipknot!
Your life is heavy metal! YOU JUST DONT GIVE A SHIT! And thats the attitude you have about life!
Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.
Which Endless are you?
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Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.
what kind of angel are you?
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i am getting my left ear pierced twice i hope i am able to keep them in at work cross your fingure people
i got fired by walmart because they skiped a write up and gave me a d day pisses me off so i had to many abscences for being sick also i got my ears pierced now i'm gaging them to 18's how much fun i am hoping maybe i can get my eyebrow pierced
got my eyebrow pierced now i'm hoping i can get my tongue pierced its gonna be so cool
well no tongue piercing for me no money maybe i'll get it done as a birthday present to me
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i finally got my tongue pierced so yeah i'm so happy now that i got that out of the way now i just got to hide it from my stepmom muhahahahahahahahahah
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
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Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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BLUE
??Which colour of Death is yours??
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You are sad because of the loneliness in your life
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You hide behind The Shadow Mask, you don't like to
be in the spot light, you like to hide from
everybody and just be alone, you think you put
yourself in this position with your own will
but the truth is that people made you go there,
you don't trust people any more though inside
you there is a voice screaming to go out and
see the light, you look for some one who
understands the real you, some one loves you
unconditionally, if you were looking for some
one to talk to, i'm all ears.
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Your an electric Dragon! Well, Well, Well, Speedy!
Electic dragons are just do darn quick, which
means you must be quick at something. Whether
its running, swimming, or answering questions,
you are super speed. But of course, you have a
craze for video games or computers. You can
play amazingly at any game or at least try to.
Go you!
What elemental dragon are you?
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Your Hidden Power Is Dark
Angel
You have a Evil and Demonic Soul. You use your
hidden powers for the evil of hell. You are in
constent war with the heavans for you want to
destroy the pathetic humans were they want to
save them. For all people see in you is that
any emotion expecially love is a waste of your
time but your so mysterious that people don't
know you do have a shy emotions that are kept
locked within you.
Gem Stone:Black Pearl,
Eye
Color:Black,
Hair Color:Black with
Grey Streaks that is down to your waist pulled
in a braid
Quote:You said you read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed
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You are a violin. You are very held back and
quiet. You do what you want and that usually
means something quiet like reading or writing.
You are calm and perhaps considered dark to
some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides
your close friend or family.
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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
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