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Hello Hello, the names Dolly, or atleast i perfer that name. please feel free to comment or add me, message me too. I am a very socail person just please dont make me mad. I find joy in the littlest of things now-a-days and i live my life to the fullest i can because i know that at any moment i could die...or so i thought. I am different, unique and far more intelligent for my said age. I enjoy reading classic vampire novels, and i have a passion for the moon,and darkness in itslef. okay. i have no idea what i am. i dont know if im a vampire i dont know if im a demonic force i dont know what i am.. and im searching for every kind of hlep out there. From vampirefreaks to myspace to now vampire rave. I am drawn to vampires, a lot of people i know.. are one knind or another. i just cant seem to get why..i like it when i have sex but..its like im feeding from them without blood transferr. Yet i love blood.. its like a drug to me..i dont take it from people by force only those whom are willing. i know what certain people are thinking about, when i walk past them when i touch someone i can see all or most of their bad past and mistakes. i have dreams that come true the next day or year or second i wake up its untimed and unpredictable. i see crazy things.. some that look like vampires in my room just starin at me, but then when i look to fully face them they are gone. i see spirits and thigns, i always se this dark figure following me constantly. im just someone whos trying to get some help in this world, please any help would be greatly apprecaiated. thank you for ur time dolly.