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why do i act like this? why am i so passive? why do i hide in the shadows? why do i never use my full strength? why am i so strange? because i don't want to be a monster. that's why. the beast is always there. i just have to hold it back.
(add me if you wish, just let me know so i can return the favor. i'm actually pretty friendly, and love meeting new people)
tall, slim, smart, friendly, and strange... but than again aren't we all?
Music: AC/DC, Rob Zombie, Metallica, Eminem, System of a down, Korn, Ozzy Osbourne, Papa roach, Matchbook Romance, Big n' Rich, Guns n' Roses, Slipknot, All-American Rejects, Green Day... if you wanna know my opinion on others just ask.
Movies: Maximum Overdrive, Rose red, Twister, mummy series, Resident Evil Series, Twilight, Jason, Michel, Freddy, Chucky, you get the picture......
i am a vampire. i'm proud of it. turns out... i'm not just a weirdo human. but still. awakening is hard, and in order to fight back the beast who lurks inside. i must never let myself go completely.
i'm fast, i constantly get told to wait up by my friends, even if i'm just walking. this MIGHT be able to be explained by my long legs... but i don't think that's all there is to it. i'm stronger, or as many people have put it "Stouter" than i look. i have the ability to go un-noticed when i wish to be. i have had times where I've been beside a friend, talking to someone els for about three minutes, and he looks right at me three times, on the fourth time he finally jumps and says" Where'd you come from?" ( this works very well for passing notes in class) i seem to have enhanced senses of hearing, smell( only in certain ways) and sometimes sight.
Hearing: i can hear noises, and tones that most others around me can't begin to hear.
Smell: let's put it this way. i'm in highschool, i walk into a classroom with more girls than guys... what's the first thing that hits me.. not the fact that there's girls there, not that i sit up front( i hat this) , not that i forgot something.. it's the fact that every now and again there's a powerful scent of blood filling the room. it's rather distracting.
Sight: i can see pretty good in the dark. my vision is always slightly enhanced by this.. strange static like force. i see it mainly when i close my eyes or in the dark. it's dark, and makes ti harder to see in the day time, but makes thigns almost crystal clear in the dark.
i have strangely long, and sharp K9 teeth, and i have tasted blood before( granted it was my own... i got clumsy opening a large box) it tastes kinda tangy.. very tasty though ^_^
now for some quotes i like.... you knew this was coming..
"you have dared to knock upon the door... well now the door is open... it all begins very soon.." a quote from the commercial to FMA Brotherhood.
"don't make me get the holy water" quote from the book series 8th grade bites... it was meant as a joke in the book
Powers: ( yes i have some XD)
i am an Empath, which for those who don't know, means i can feel the emotions of the people around me, or the person i'm concentrating on. which makes me say " i know how you feel" even if I've never been in their situation.
"Needle Burst". this is an ability i have only used two or three times within my life time. a recently discovered power of mine. i jab my hand at someone, fingers outstretched, and it feels as though a needle had gone through their arm. sometimes they even begin to bleed in the exact spot i hit them, on the other side of that part of their body. i have no scientific or mystical explanation for this power.
"Shadow Step" i found i have the ability when i want to, to move from place to place, especially if it's dark out, a cloudy day, or i just don't wanna be seen, without being sensed. i can walk right through a crowded place and nobody will seem to know i'm there. and due to my speed, to whoever's looking for me, it'll seem like i keep disappearing and reappearing somewhere els. so i took part of a name from bleach and made the name "Shadow Step"
Balance: i have amazing balance, and have since i was in kindergarten.
the constant urge to run, to get away, to leave. i don't know why, where this urge came from... i just try to ignore it.
i don't know if it's a good idea, but i try to ignore my instincts most of the time. i don't feed often that i know if... i'm building up even more resistance than i already have.... if that's possible... if it's a good idea, wish me luck, if it's bad. here we go again....
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Member Since: | Mar 15, 2010 |
Last Login: | Nov 08, 2010 |
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Energy Vampire & Mystery Author... :).