First let me introduce myself:I was born and raised in a small village of Transylvania(ROMANIA),I'm a young girl who loves drawing,reading,discovering new things,I also use to do wall paintings,i make piercings,atm i have one tongue piercing,i used to have more.
I'm fascinated by magic,ghosts,old stories and most important VAMPIRES,they are some lovely creatures of the night,I'd like to be one of them.
who i was :My life was ruined,i had nothing to live for.In January 2008 I almost died,when I felt the sharpness of the blade on my neck I knew I was going to die,in that moment i realised there were a lot of things I still had to do.I wished I could live for a few more years.And my wish came true .
Recently I started a book about my life.I don't have many friends,and if I can do I stay in my dark room alone,I like it because in my loneliness i find eternal peace.
Id like to punish all the people who i trusted and they pushed me in the back.
I don't believe in real love , in real friends either ,they don't exist for me.
I don't care about others opinion
I learned that life's hard but I have to move on whatever happens .I'm strong and now I can handle everything.
Many times I'm thinkin about being an assassin,I think it wouldn't be so bad hahaha
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Who i am now:I realised ,even if life suks i have to go on,im not a kind of person who give up easy but sometimes i cannot handle all this pain,someone told me that crying helps,it really does,at least its better than doing something stupid.
Yes i did tried to kill myself not once but I regret it,and i promised myself i'll never try that again.
I love reading and learning quotes haha.I can change my personality from a day to another.
i dont fell in love easy but when i love someone ,i love with all my heart.
since i was a lill girl i thought the ideal boy for me is a soldier or some tough guy lol
coming more soon
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