i'll just jump right into it and give the basic info. i live in a town in wyoming (have my whole life). if it was up to me i would live almost anywhere else. VR is my link to a world that I can't easily access here in wyoming. i'm currently a nanny and love every moment of my job.
night suites me very well. night offers solitude and monochrome tones that i enjoy. i'm nocturnal and if it was up to me i would never see the light of the sun. the sun is way too bright, it gives me a headache so sunglasses are a must. people make fun of me because i put sunscreen on everyday, but i don't care. i hate feeling the sun tinge my skin. i like being pale and i'm very content with who i am. i am what most consider goth. i have a great figure and love the way certain clothes make me feel. skirts, fishnets, corsets, and boots make me happy. needles and blood are always good. i love the feeling of cold metal on my skin. i am a romantic. i'm very sexual but a great deal of the time i don't mean anything by it, it's just my nature. i am very open to ideas and withhold judgement. i'm extremely interested in vampires and have been forever. nothing would thrill me more than to find a master. i enjoy TMZ (hate celebrities but Harvey's staff is hilarious), reading and watching some movies. getting drawn on and doing pretty muching anything in the rain also please me. simple things make me the happiest.
i hate the fact that i'm a mortal. anything soggy (bread, paper, cereal, certain wash rags...) makes me sick to my stomach. i hate chalk. i hate the hard part of lettuce. i hate heat, anything over 85 degrees and i want to die. i hate the whole tanning trend, cottage cheese, cell phones, myspace and facebook, traffic, smoke, complicated ways of life, how expensive everything is, and harming the environment, children, and animals. blah blah blah
i love most music. it expresses emotions, feelings and thoughts that are not meant to be put in the confine of words. i like techno, ebm, trance, industrial, etc. VNV, wumpscut, blutengel, razed in black are some of my favorites. i also enjoy collide, the cure, Adema, birthday massacre, colony 5, cruxshadows, evanescence, switchblade symphony, apop, funker vogt, front line assembly, assemblage 23, orgy, rammstein, diary of dreams, depeche mode, wolfsheim, certain classical, soundtracks are others just to name a few. Gospel, rap, r&b, and heavy metal hurt my brain. even though i am from wyoming I HATE COUNTRY.
i'm not a big people person. jobs in retail i've had made me want to poke my eyes out. in person most females assume i'm a cold bitch while guys find me cold and mysterious. most of the time i'm introverted with a sinister smile but with a few i'm a fun and loving person. i'm brutally honest and speak my mind. i'm also a smartass and always have something funny or sarcastic to say. i'm not emotional (except when it comes to my passions) and don't get wound up about a whole lot, tend to be pretty passive and laid back. opinions don't exist on mundane things. places wal-mart and malls make me anxious. i'm also hositle and annoyed a great deal of the time.
my pages is pretty simple, sorry if that doesn't grab your attention. glitter and sparkles do not reflect me in the least so rate however you feel.
