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Hello i am Alexis , i am Currently 20 years old and i am looking for some nice people to talk to.
i am a Vampire (obviously)and i would love to meet others.
the place where i live now (the netherlands) seems to have no vampire community at all nor do i know of other vampires around.

so i guess i'll start with my story but first i must apologise,
i am new to this and i do have a mentor now but i am still learning.



so yeah ,
even as a child i always had the biggest interest in Vampires, horror movies , anything supernatural but Vampires was like the thing i loved most. (and still do)
i even wanted to have fangs and all and got my first pair of scarecrow fangs when i was about 8 years old.

ever since my parent's split up , i have always been more of the quite alternative kid.
always watching horror movies, listning to music others would not understand and hate.
i always knew i was different because i could see what other's could not.
i love to eat raw meat and whenever there is a rave in town (maybe once a year with some luck) i am there.
when i go into the sunlight i feel sick , unwell , dizzy , notious.
the longer i stay in sunlight the wors it gets.
i'm pretty sure this isn't uncommon with Vampires.
ive never had much friends due to being alternative in a city where it barely exsists.

there is only 1 friend i can trully call a friend and we have known each other for about 13-14 years now.
if it wasn't for her i would have been dead.
we don't really call each other friends anymore more like sisters.
our bond is just unbreakable.

about 4 years ago in july i had a car accident ,
blood was dripping from my head i got it in my mouth i just kinda felt alot better after.
until recently i didn't realise why.

ever since i was 8 years old i have been truggling with sleeping disorders.
i could never stay awake during the day always woke up during the night.

about 6 months ago i found randomly a video about vampires,
wich explained a whole lot to me and i instantly felt connected to it.
it really opend my eyes.
however i had alot on my mind and i kinda pushed it aside.
the more i ignored my Vampiric well being the more stress i got and
i got just nightmares where i would see blood everywhere.
or Dreams where i was in this house with other vampires that looked down on me because i knew only so little or because i suppresed my feelings.
the moment i fed from energy i felt better the nightmares went away , and i just was happy . alot better in my skin and i just went back to how i was before i supressed it.
i went in to research more and more and ultimately i wanted to join a house or a court . i never found anything within my range of distance (and still haven't)

so what am i doing here on this website?

i am looking for friends and a mentor to guide me more through the process of understanding and knowing.



i would love to make a difference, make events , or meetings around my country. and for that i need qualifies people and ofc people willing to help me with this.

i am not planning on telling the world i am a vampire or that it's real or be on tv , NO that's not my meaning.

my meaning is to meet other Vampire's (goths are always welcome) and have a great time.

Right now i am writing a story Chapter 1.1 of Vampire Secrets available now

please check it out and let me know what you would love to see.

it's obviously about Vampires and it's not in realistic vampire forbidden but the movie forbidden (immortal vampires with magic and daylight rings not spoiling anymore)

So stay tuned.