The name is Alex.
I’m an owner of a big heart and empty pockets, looking for nothing but an adventure. I have strong beliefs, and I won’t hold my tongue when it comes to sharing an opinion. I can't write my whole life story for you, maybe because my mood changes every 30 minutes, or maybe because it’s still not finished. You will constantly catch me laughing, it’s something I do more than I breathe. I am filled with impulsive smiles, bewildered facial expressions, and puzzling insights that circulate throughout my mind. Catching people’s attention, turning heads, not in result of appearance, but of the words that I display to the world, is what I live for. I'm super sarcastic, and may come off as a bitch.
You probably won’t like it, and I probably won’t care, but I can be the nicest person you'll ever know. If you're nice to me, hands down you already have my respect. I'm blunt and have no patience for people who ask for more than they deserve. Many things I have been through have changed my aspect on life. I believe that as ‘different’ as you say you are, we are all really the same, just trying to live life, and make it out alive.
I don’t take anything for granted mainly because I’ve learned to work for the things I want. I find beauty in the simplest things. I have goals for my future, and I won’t let anything or anyone stand in my way.
My friends mean a lot to me. I hate drama, that's the prime reason I can't stand to hang around girls, they’re all drama, and that’s something I refuse to be apart of. My family isn't perfect, but I still keep them close to my heart, because I know when shit hits the fan, they are always going to be there for me. Music is my life. I would be lost without it.
I could listen to someone play acoustic for hours. Things out of the ordinary never fail to catch my eye, and I love that. I want to travel the world, constantly meeting new people and experiencing new things in different countries. I love reading, and once I find a really good book, I’ll never put it down. I like deep conversations, ones that actually last, so let’s have one. Prove to me you're not like everyone else, and you've got my attention. I’m never satisfied, I am a perfectionist, and I strive for excellence. I get bored easily, so I like to keep things exciting.
I don't always make the right choices and I am continuously slipping up, but I’m learning from my mistakes, and hopefully in the end it’ll make me a better person all-around.
I've lied, and been lied to a lot in the past, but I’ve learned all lying does is help you lose the people you love and lose trust; It's not worth it. I don’t hand out trust to just anyone, so if I trust you, consider yourself fortunate. I do my best to keep my promises, and enjoy helping people out.
A good friend of mine once told me, ‘Promises are only words until they're fulfilled’, and I plan on living by that. There is one person who has really changed me, &she is still in my heart. If we hadn’t met, I doubt I would be the same; I owe her for what she’s taught me. I believe everything that has happened, happened for a reason. People will leave you so you can learn to let go.
You believe all those lies so you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. Things will go wrong for you so that you will appreciate them when they are right.
And sometimes good things have to fall apart so better things can fall together. There's way more to me then I could ever try to write.
Talk is cheap, and actions speak louder than words, so get to know me.
