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Name: Kieran Braedon

Age: baby

Favorite Food: mac n cheese
Favorite Hobby: flying
this is basically what i look like but without the peircings its not really me but close same clothes anyway

i look like the girl in the back lol

Which HP Kid Are You?

this actually explains alot

What is your connection with darkness? [pics]

Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through; it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing to get emotional releases. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only enjoys spending time with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you it feels, and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're simply hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?Take this quiz!

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im 18, newly red headed, brown eyed, average size, 5'4, emo/punk/camo, i live in the most redneck town in the area,my mom thinks god gave her a child so she can have a slave,my parents think im a tug of war rope- they fight over who should have me constantly, i used to b daddy's lil girl until he took to screamin in my face,n i just lost my fiance in a car accident on january 14, i love motorcycles this is the one i want same color n everthing

but i also like harleys

im a ninja n i belong to the esn... East Side Ninja Woot

i personally am bisexual but im all for gay rights...who says they shouldnt b happy

he drove a lil red nissan 300zx

He used to save me from myself everyday...now that he's gone... who's gonna take his job

RIP: ProSpeed
april 14 1988
to
january 14 2008

i shouldve been in is passenger seat that night
things ive learned since he died:
1. a bag of tylenol will not kill me
2. dad's guns are in a different box
3. the ceiling fan wont hold my weight
4. an electric heater dropped into the bath tub will not kill me either
5. i will b missed when i die
6. which doesnt matter cuz god wont let me die
7. also he is an asshole
8. i have way to many body guards(ProSpeed left me all his freinds to watch over n protect me)
9. he really was the 1
10. all the stupid fights me n his mom had mean nothing
11.i must be the pillar that holds them up when they r gone then n only then can i turn to dust
12. no amount of prayer or crying or begging or wishing can bring him back
13. he really is gone completely
14. i have more real life stalkers than i thought
15. there wont be any prospeed jr like we thought

my heritage:

cherokee indian

german

irish

scandinavian

scottish

italian

welsh

slavic

Freinds:
sunshyne-my best freind
short shit- also known as emokorner(im th only 1 that can call her that)
ace- prospeeds roomate
twitchy- my brother from another mother
coin- hes our coin blackman we say if our lives were a horror flick hed be the 1st to die
donnelle-twitches girl
selah- my oh so eccentric freind with the coolest eye makeup
sumi- shes really hyper n speaks japanese
Ookami- half wolf lol not really but his character in our cartoon is
peanut- hes allergic to peanuts and hes kinda weird(not in the same way the rest of us r)
dustin- we dont like him but hes like a leach he jusy wont let go
krystal- ace's girl
god- well not really but thats wheat we call him
tiff- shes crazy when shes drunk
chris- hes kinda rednecky but dates a goth and has a daughter named midnight rayne
cookie monster- he has a lot of moles so he looks lke a chocalate chip cookie lol
matt- hes our wangster
james-the one jock in the group
candy- the one that never seems not to b grounded
scuba steve-he has 2 belly buttons
pual- my step dads clone
everet-he looks like a chipmunk

things that r way to familiar to me:
burnouts

high speed- i love it

drag strips

mini coopers

tools- i always seem to b passing them... thats what i get for havin mechanics for freinds

interests:

i collect crosses

i love this stuff

i love eyes

and cats

dislikes:

Goerge bush

preppy people

purple neons- i had on n it commited suicide

loved and protected by:

Music: everything my dad refers to as garbage-linkin park is the only music i listen to that he actually likes

brandans music:

my music:

movies:
anything gory i love saw( ive learned that if a horror movie comes out in america the japanese version will always be better)

books:anything faery

, witch

, werewolf

, vampire

elf

oriented

lyrics that express me sometimes:

Hinder
"now that you're gone i'm wasting away
the life has been siphoned right out of my veins
if i could go back in time
i'd say those three words
i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
and this can't be saved if you can't be found
you hung up and left me for dead on the ground
you didn't even say goodbye"

3 doors down
"A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me"

bowling for soup
"Lately I feel so small
Or maybe it’s just that my bed has grown
I never noticed it before but you were there
So how was I to know

[bridge]
That this single bed
was always meant for two
not just anyone
it was meant for me and you

[chorus]
and now you’re halfway around the world
and I’m just a day behind
Nothin seems to fill the hole
That I have since you left my side
You’ll always be my little girl
Though I can’t hold you tonight
And now you’re halfway round the world
And I’m just a day behind

I wake up in the night
I turn around and find that you’re not there
I just like to watch you sleep and lay by you
I love to feel you near
I think I’m going crazy
Everyday confusion starts to grow
I never noticed it before
But you were there so how was I supposed to know"

pink
"Momma please stop cryin’ I can’t stand the sound
Your pain is painful and its tearin’ me down
I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed
I told dad you didn’t mean those nasty things you
said

You fight about money’ bout me and my brother
And this I come home to’ this is my shelter
It ain’t easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be’ you’ll see
I don’t want love to destroy me like it has done
my family

Can we work it out Can we be a family
I promise I’ll be better’ Mommy I’ll do anything
Can we work it out Can we be a family
I promise I’ll be better’ Daddy please don’t
leave

Daddy please stop yellin’ I can’t stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin’ cuz I need you around
My mama she loves you’ no matter what she says
its true
I know that she hurts you’ but remember I love
you’ too

I ran away today’ ran from the noise’ ran away
Don’t wanna go back to that place’ but don’t have
no choice’ no way
It ain’t easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be’ well I’ve seen
I don’t want love to destroy me like it did my
family

Can we work it out Can we be a family
I promise I’ll be better’ Mommy I’ll do anything
Can we work it out Can we be a family
I promise I’ll be better’ Daddy please don’t
leave

In our family portrait’ we look pretty happy
"et’s play pretend’ let’s act like it comes
naturally
I don’t wanna have to split the holidays
I don’t want two addresses
I don’t want a step’brother anyways
And I don’t want my mom to have to change her
last name

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal’ let’s go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
"et’s play pretend’ act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
’Can we work it out Can we be a family’
We look pretty normal’ let’s go back to that
’I promise I’ll be better’ Mommy I’ll do
anything’
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
’Can we work it out Can we be a family’
"et’s play pretend act and like it comes so
naturally
’I promise I’ll be better’ Daddy please don’t
leave’
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
’Can we work it out Can we be a family’
We look pretty normal’ let’s go back to that
’I promise I’ll be better’ Daddy please don’t
leave’

Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Turn around please
Remember that the night you left you took my
shining star
Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Daddy don’t leave
Don’t leave us here alone

Mom will be nicer
I’ll be so much better’ I’ll tell my brother
Oh’ I won’t spill the milk at dinner
I’ll be so much better’ I’ll do everything right
I’ll be your little girl forever
I’ll go to sleep at night "

pics from before everything got all fucked up: