Proud Member of the mentorship:
My given name as a child; is Nicole, but I am refered to as Nikki or Catharia by friends living and deceased, yet everyone of us has a true name, one that most may never find.
I do not believe I am human, nor do I believe I'm insane. Now what can you believe? Maybe nothing, or every word, what can you do to save your life? Most can do nothing, only to wander in vain, wondering what purpose there is, what purpose to make of yourselves?
I tell you, that those of you, creating petty lies around yourself, to make you seem superior. Pathetic, is all I can say. In no means, do I wish to offend. But, I am here, to tell the truth. The Life after Death. You may all call me by my name(s);Nikki or Catharia I respond to both , and I listen, I speak, understand words that are spoken.
I can be violent so watch where you tread with me.
| What is your demon type? |
FALLEN ANGEL
Formally a servant in the kingdom of heaven, your search for answers beyond your conventional teachings has brought onto you a loss of innocence. enlightened, you strike back and defect, turning your white wings black in exchange for moral freedom. your thirst for individuality and power is what drives you most. your motto: "better to reign in hell than to serve in heaven". remember, black is not a color of evil,but a color of protection...you are probably hard to get close to. |
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Personally, I don't give a damn, what people think of me. If you dislike me then fair enough, it won't even make me flinch. But if you hate me then I would thank you, not to waste my time, by acting as though you like me, because I will take that as an insult.
I can't stand pettiness, it's pathetic and immature. But hey thats life, there will always be petty people in this world. Other than that Im pretty easy to get on with.
If you have any questions feel free to ask me , I do not bite, unless I'm asked that is....
I am also Wiccan.
Dislikes: People. Mainly those that are blind. Not physically, but blind in nature. I hate fake people. People who hurt feelings of those closet to me. I absolutely despise racism as it is pathetic and immature. So what if someone is of a different ethnic background it doesn't make them bad people and it sure as hell does not make them worthless.
Bullies I hate people who bully others just to make themselves feel important or superior seriously people like that need to grow up and act their age rather than their shoe size. I don't see a point in making somebodies life hell just because they maybe smarter, or have needs of a special nature or just because they are different. People who bully make me physically sick!
I also hate people who are narcissistic, vindictive, nasty or self centered.Also people who try to win arguments with other people they dont even know by swearing at them the most should maybe try a new tactic, cos you just sound like a retard. Now this essay could go on and on but I think I'll stop here.
| What is your theme song |
Down With The Sickness by Disturbed
Every where you go people abuse you either mentally or physically and eventually you will snap and attack them back . |
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Likes: Having someone to care for and protect. My brothers and sisters under Night's arms'. Graveyards. The dead that walk among us.
I enjoy meeting new people, reading and writing stories and poems. Writing music and songs. I love being around my friends and family.
Helping people out as best i can if they have a problem whether I know them or not, I am a shoulder to cry on for anyone whom needs it. Looking after my nieces and nephews. and generally being around people.
Music: Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, HIM, Cradle Of Filth, Demon Hunter, Evans Blue, Dimmu Borgir, Devil Driver, Escape The Fate, Mandragora Scream, Within Temptation, Epica, Nightwish (old and new), After Forever, Kamelot, Manowar and lots more And a good deal of industrial. Metal, Death Metal, Classical Death Metal. In between. Dimmu Borgir, Children of Bodom, In Flames, Cradle Of Filth.. more..
Movies: Horrors, Thrillers, some comedy, some romance, psychological...more but write down so many?
Books: Horrors, thrillers and psychological, vampire novels...more but again why write down so many?
If you have any questions at all please feel free to ask me as I have said I do not bite...unless asked.
I think I should also let you meet all those that reside within me....
Nikki: This is me, well the one that is mostly in control the one that you all will mostly speak to.
Catharia: I am....old....the years have passed and they all seem to fade into one large blur, but it is about twenty-five thousand years now give or take, I am the one in control when Nikki is not about, I am a sister one of the four, I doubt many of you will know who we are. "once there where seven now there are four."
Amadeo: I am Amadeo....mate to Catharia...do not get on the wrong side of me, for it will be a death sentence.
Korbin: I am brother to Amadeo, I am a pschopathic lunatic, as Nikki refers to me, however I can be a nice guy, once I know I can trust you, and that...takes a while. If you have angered me and cross my path, you will not live to tell the tale.
Ebony-Rei: I am daughter to Catharia and Amadeo, mate to Korbin, I am rather calm and serene but when angered I am anything but.
Lilith: Many of you may know of me, I am mother too all demons. Not mother to all vampires, as the myths claim, you are hearing the truth from the very being they are about, I am not vicious or decietful, I am actually quite crazy and hyper most times, but my anger is not something to be under estimated believe me.
Zero: I am a lycan, that does not have a problem with vampires, I live in a mind full of them. I am quite hyper myself, especially if Nikki has been drinking coffee, but I am a fierce protecter when it comes to the ones closest to me being harmed.
Mordrak: I am demon, and soul protecter of Nikki, she helpd my clan and I once many moons ago, and I swore to protect her with my life then, and it has remained the same since. Do not harm or hurt her in any way, otherwise, you will find yourselves in your graves long before you have realised what has happend to you.
