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XBiohazardXbeautyX



XBiohazardXbeautyX
Vampire Rave member for 14 years.

Status:  Marplot (14.28)
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Account Type:  Regular
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  ?
Age:  ANCIENT
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Lodi, California




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The Mystery Of Love, Is greater Then The Mystery Of Death -Oscar Wilde


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MY NAME IS HANNAH CORREA AND I WANT TO LIVE FOREVER...YOU MAY THINK THATS A COMMON DESIRE,BUT FOR ME IT'S MORE THEN A DESIRE...IT'S SOMETHING I WOULD DIE FOR.THAT IS THE ONLY REASON I AM HERE,IN THIS DECAYING BEDROOM,STARING AT THE CONCRETE WALLS PAINTED LIKE THE NURSERY OF SOME INSANE CHILD..TRACING WITH MY EYES THE BRUSHSTROKES CARVED LIKE SCARS INSIDE A COLLAPSING MIND. IT IS THE ONLY REASON I AM LYING ON THIS BARE MATTRESS IN THE MIDDLE OF SOME BLACK CRAYON WORLD THIS STRANGER HAS ENTICED ME INTO...HE IS MY FATHER! MY MOTHER WAS A PRACTING WITCH,I GREW UP LEARNING MY TAROT CARDS WITH MY ABC'S..I WAS RAISED TO KNOW THE DARKNESS AND SEE PASSION..SEE THE BEAUTY OF IT AND LET IT GUIDE ME AND FEED ME. WHEN I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD MY FAMILY ABRUPTLY TURNED CHRISTIAN,MY FATHER BECAME A BIBLE THUMPING,DEVIL DODGING,HOLY JOE!AND MY MOTHER SUBMISSIVELY RESIGNED HER BROOMSTICK TO THE CLOSET. I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHY...AND I STILL DON'T,REALLY.I DID NOT HAPPILY GO ALONG WITH THE DRASTIC CHANGE IN FAITH LIKE MY BROTHERS.I COULD NOT TURN AWAY FROM SOMETHING IN WHICH I BELIEVED SO PASSIONATELY.I AM A PHYSICAL REFLECTION OF MY RELIGION..TO MANY A PERFECT GOTHIC ORNAMENT...BUT TO OTHERS JUST A FREAK... THERE IS A QUESTION THAT I KEEP ASKING MYSELF AND IT BOGGLES MY MIND..."WHO BLEEDS FOR YOU??" IT IS AS IF MY WORDS WERE SLIDING ACROSSED MY MIND LIKE LIPSTICK ON A MIRROR,SMEARED IMAGES OF PAIN,HARD TO GRASP,BUT IMPOSSIBLE TO IGNORE.AND THE LAST WORDS THAT DRAINED FROM MY TONGUE.."WHO BLEEDS FOR YOU"...MAKE MY MOUTH WATER...BECAUSE I LOVE BLOOD...THE WAY IT FEELS ON MY SKIN...THE WAY IT STICKS AND DRIES...THE WAY ONE DROP CLING TO ANOTHER FORMING A LARGER DROP AND,OF COURSE,THE WAY IT TASTES..MY FIRST DESIRE TO TASTE BLOOD WAS AT AGE 14.MY MOTHER PROUDLY SHOWED ME A VIDEO TAPE OF HER GIVING BIRTH TO ME.ONE OF THOSE AWFUL HOME MOVIES..WHERE EVERYTHING LOOKS AS IF IT WERE FILMED IN THE DARK DURING A EARTHQUAKE..MY FATHER MAY NOT HAVE BEEN VERY GOOD WITH A CAMERA BUT HE DID CAPTURE THE MOST IMPORTANT ASPECT OF MY BIRTH..THERE WAS A LOT OF BLOOD..MY MOTHER DID BLEED FOR ME,TO SAY THE LEAST. AND FROM VIEWING MY BAPTISM IN BLOOD,CAME THE UNDERSTANDING THAT I WAS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS AROUND ME..I HAD ASCENDED BEYOND THEM IN SOME WAY AND AS I BEEN BAPTIZED AT BIRTH IN MY MOTHERS BLOOD..I WAS AGAIN BAPTIZED,IN WATER...THE BLOOD OF THE EARTH...AT THE TIME OF MY DEATH. WHILE SWIMMING AT A BEACH PARTY ON MY 15 BIRTHDAY,I BECAME TANGLED IN SEAWEED AND DROWNED..I WAS DEAD FOR ALMOST SIX MINUTES..UNTIL A HEROIC OLD BEACHCOMBER DRAGGED ME OUT OF THE WATER AND REVIVED ME...HOWEVER,TO THIS DAY I DO NOT BELIEVE I WAS REVIVED COMPLETELY..I FEEL...THAT SOME PART OF ME...(OF MY SOUL)...IS ON THE OTHER SIDE...STILL DEAD!



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1)I HAVE BLK HAIR 2)AND SNAKE BITES 3)IM GOTHIC IF U DIDNT KNOW ALREADY 4)IM REALLY A CRAZY PERSON TO BE AROUND..DONT BELIEVE ME?ASK SOME OF MY BUDDIES 5)I DO BELIEVE IN GOD... 6)IF UR THE KIND THAT SAY U BELIEVE IN SATAN AND YOU DONT BELIEVE IN GOD...WHERE THE HELL DO U THINK HE CAME FROM...YR MOM??...U CANT HAVE ONE THING WITHOUT THE OTHER........



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I'm A Goth

I'm A Rocker

I'm A Raver

I'm A Punk

I'm A Loser

I'm Emo


I'm Ghetto

I'm A Poser

I'm A Fake

I'm Everything And Anything You Imagine Me To Be And All At Once I'm Everything I Wish To Be And More I Understand So Much But Know So Little About This World And Its People I'm As Far Away From Perfect As One Can Be I Have No Religion Because Why Be Held Down By Just One I'm Proud Of Who I Am And I Always Will Be This Is Just A Small Piece Of Who I Am And It Changes With Each Rising Sun


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My Music Tastes Are Very Widespread. I Dont Like To Stick To One Genre Because That Is Just Boring. Variety Is The Spice Of Life And Without That, Life Tends To Dull Down. While I Can Appreciate A Large Selection Of Music, I Can Mostly Handle Techno/ Electronica, Black Metal, Death Metal, Gore, Rock, Dance, Darkwave, EBM, Emo, Goth, Hardcore, Heavy Metal, Punk, And Anything Under The Umbrella Of Industrial.

Im Surely Not Some Music Nazi, As Some Are, And I Can Proudly State That I Can Rock Out To Half Of What My Little Brother Listens To. lol. Im Openminded To Listening To New Things All the Time.


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Here Is A Small List Of The Types Of Music I Listen To.


Marilyn Manson





I Was 12 When I First Discovered This Man and His Band, My Parents Didn't Want Me Listening To Them Because Of What He Said In His Lyrics. I Was A Rebel Kid At 12 And Knowing That My Parents Didn't Approve Made My Hunger For Manson Just Grow More Deeper. I Proudly Went To A Music Store With A Couple Of My Older Friends And Told Them To Buy Me A Cd With The Money I Stole From My Mom Because I Couldn't Buy It Because Of Age Restrictons They Put On The Disk. One Of My Friends, Proudly Bought Me The Cd In Exchange For Whatever Little Bit Of Change Was Left After The Purchase. I Didnt Care Because The Cd Was All I Was Thinking About, So I Muttered A Silent "Yes" And Grabbed The Cd From Her Hands And Ran Home To Listen To It For The First Time. I Instantly Became Transfixed and Have Been Since Then. Its Like A Drug For Me When I Listen To Mr. Manson's Voice. I Got In Trouble Of Course For Having The Disk In The House But Later On Made Both Of My Parents Hooked On Manson As Well When I became A Little Older. And Now We All Like To Listen To Him On A Regular Basis.



The Smashing Pumpkins






I Was 16 When I Listened To My Dearest Billy Corgan For The First Time, and Like Manson I was Hooked. His Voice Brought Me To tears And Still Does. His Lyrics Are So Beautiful As He Talks About Love and Life and Death All Within His Music. My Parents Love This Band Just As Much As I Do.




Jeffree Star





I Actually Accidently Came Acrossed Jeffree When My Little Brother Downloaded Some Of His Music On My MP3, And I Was Just Passing Through Some Music Until My Ears Came Acrossed A Beat I Thought Rocked. Many Make Fun Of Me For Liking His Music And Say Things Like "You Cant Be Goth And Like Pop" But Being Goth Doesnt mean You Cant Like A Little Difference Every Now And Again. I Like His "F*** The World, Ill Do What I Want" Attitude.



There Is So Much More Bands I Like But I Thought I'd Give You A Small Taste Of What I Listen To.



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I get asked the same questions thousands of times, and it makes me a little pissed because I give the same answer to the same person multiple times and still I get asked. So here are the answers to some of the ones I get asked the most. Please read this before sending me a message with a question, as you may find your answer here!


Q: ARE YOU REALLY 20? YOU LOOK SO MUCH YOUNGER!



A: Yes I am 20, I dont Lie About My Age, Because That Is Just Retarded. I Get Told All The Time That I Look Like Im 15 And Its Not My Fault That I Take Care Of My Skin. lol But In All Seriousness, I Am 20.



Q: CAN I DO A DRAWING OF YOU OR USE YOU FOR MY ART PROJECT?



A: Yes Of Course, But Please Let Me Know Before You Do It Otherwise It Is Going To Be Kind Of Weird That You Send Me Pictures Of Myself Without Asking, Kind Of Stalkerish. lol




Q: DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND?




A: As Of January 17 I am Single, The Love Of My Life Became The Pain In My Back. He Used To Always Start Fights With Me About Stuff That Wasn't At All My Fault. And I Just Couldn't Take It Anymore. So Yes I Am Single. But Please Dont Jump At Me With "Can I Be Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?" Look I dont Know You, So Become My Friend First And Then We Will See Where It Takes Us. But Please Dont Jump At Me Or I Will Be Forced To Either Delete You Or Ignore You, And I Dont Want To Do Either Of Those.



Q: WHY ARE YOU GOTH?




A: Its Kind Of Weird You Would Say This On A Goth Site But Believe Me When I Say That I Have Had It Done To Me Before, And I Hate It. That Question Buzzes Arounfd My Head All The Damn Time. I Am Goth Because I Simply Like It, I Like The Aspect Of It and The Meaning Of It. Being Goth Is Loving What Others Shun Away, Allowing The Idea Of Despair and Death To Be Part Of Your Life Like Your Own Beating Heart. I Love Being Goth Because I Can. Dont Like It? You Can Bite Me!




Q: WILL YOU MARRY ME?"



A: Depending On How You Treat Me, Yes! ;)


There Are Just A Few Of Some Questions I Hate Answering.


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It's an unfortunate reality in this world that people LOVE to talk shit. No matter how friendly and nice of a person you can be there's always going to be someone who has a problem with you for stupid, untrue reasons. They go around running their mouths spouting off nonsense in a petty attempt to make themselves look better because they feel inadequate, or just because they have nothing better to do and need to fill their lives with false drama. Whatever the reason may be, over the years I've personally been the subject coming out of many of these shit-talker's mouths, so I will now clear the air of some of the most common misconceptions about myself:



#1 XBIOHAZARDXBEAUTYX Is A Whore.



Truth: No I Am Not A Whore, If You See This Around Its Probably Said My Either My Ex Or Some B*tch BEing Jealous Of Me.



#2 XBIOHAZARDXBEAUTYX IS SO SNOBBY, STUCK UP, BITCHY, FULL OF HERSELF, THINKS SHE BETTER THAN EVERYONE, ETC.



Truth: Honestly it always baffles me when I hear of people saying such things about me as I am quite the opposite of all of these allegations. Of course usually the people that are stating these comments have never even met me, so it really does fall under the category of genuine shit talking. Anyone that actually knows me can confirm that I'm genuinely a nice person. I'm always friendly to those that approach me, even complete strangers (obviously I may be a bit apprehensive if someone suddenly grabs me, acts rudely towards me, or interrupts me when I'm busy doing something). I may seem aloof if I do not know you well, but it's not due to me being "snobby", it's just that I'm a bit shy and it takes me a while to warm up in social situations with those that I am not familiar with. Just because I didn't run up and say hi and introduce myself doesn't mean that I'm stuck up, I may not recognize you or know who you are if we've never met! I welcome anyone who wants to meet me though, feel free to come introduce yourself. I also get messages on here from people saying similar things if I don't reply to their message/comment. I have a disclaimer on my page for this reason! I do have a life outside the internet and I don't always have time to respond to every message. It's not a personal diss!




#3 I DRESS UP IN CRAZY CLOTHES/HAIR/MAKEUP AND POST A LOT OF PHOTOS BECAUSE IM A ATTENTION WHORE.




Truth: Yes And No. No Because I Dont Consider It Being a "Attention whore" But Rather Someone Who Is Content With How They Look. I Do It Because It Makes ME Feel Better About Myself. And Frankly, Because I Like Myself. Simple As That.



Anyway, it's ridiculous that I even find myself writing this section, because in all honesty I seriously don't care what people may think about me, but what these people are doing are one of my biggest no-no's = judging someone without actually knowing them. However, it seems that with every day the "XBiohazardXBeautyX Haters" grow in numbers so I figured I might as well put it out there that if you hear someone saying terrible things about me it's most likely unfounded and I suggest actually meeting me for yourself before forming an opinion.




Besides all that: LOVE YOUR HATERS - THEY'RE YOUR BIGGEST FANS! ;D



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I Have Been Goth Since I Was 12, I Used To Wear Black Nail Polish In Grade School and They Used To think I Was A Freak. Because No One Else Did That



I Love Chocolate To Death




I Have Never Killed A Man, But I Have Read Many Obituaries With Great Pleasure



I Am Highly Afraid Of Dentists And Water



I Have Like 100 Billion Freckles That I Master By Covering Them Up With Makeup.



I Have A Weakness For Goth Boys and Girls.




I Try To Stay Optimistic In Every Situation But I Usually Have A Pretty Gloomy Outlook So I Kind Of Contradict Myself.



I hate talking on the phone and try to avoid doing so as much as possible. I actually think I have a phobia of phones. I definitely prefer texting.




I Love Taking Long Walks At Nighttime




I Like Chubby Animals





I Have Another Weakness For Men With Long Hair And Makeup 0.0





I often have my head "in the clouds", I get so deep in thought sometimes it's like I'm in a trance.





I Have 1 Cat, 3 Dogs, 2 which are shih tzu's, and 1 rat which is obese.





I Am A Tattoo Artist.



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Contact Me On My Other Sites Please


MYSPACE:www.myspace.com/mrsway4life



FACEBOOK:http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=name&id=100000154401236



ZOMBIEFRIENDS:www.zombiefriends.com/Miss Biohazard




IMGOTH.COM:http://imgoth.com/users/BiohazardXBeauty xXxlets dancexXx




VAMPIREFREAKS:http://vampirefreaks.com/toxicgummiXbear




EMAIL:tokyo_goth_gurl@hotmail.com








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