I am proud to announce, my blood bond, Syra, will soon be bringing another little vampling into the world. This will be our first child together
OK, I've gotten a request or two that I tell about myself in my own words. Yes, I am taken, but I'd still love a bite from time to time. In my free time, I like to play paintball, practice guitar, bike some trails, and spoil my g/f. I have fun:). How would I describe myself? It all depends on my mood. I can be a people person, and be all cheery about life, or I'll be in a dark, tormented mood, and if you come near me, I'll eat out your heart. I'm a relativly dark person, and I have a pretty amusing sick sence of humor. I like to spend time either by myself, or with my Syra. I met her about a year ago at a Relay for Life. Recently(5-6-06) we performed a blood bond, and now she's mine forever.
The song written here is by Rammstein, and ts off an unreleased album called Das Model. The bondage poem I wrote myself while being bored at school. My teacher read it and was all like dude, i have one word for you: Penthouse. Dave was cool like that.
My fav bands are (not in order, just as i remember them,) Rammstein, Metallica, Cradle of Filth, Disturbed, Korn, Marilyn Manson, The Lifted,All That Remains,Atreyu, Skindred, NFG, Blink 182, (cant forget Slipknot) and a few songs from CKY, My Chemical Romance, Godsmack,Fall Out Boy, The Lifted, A Dozen Furies um....and various songs from oldies bands like Rolling Stones, Bon Jovi Bob Marley, um, Lynerd Skynerd, um....yeah, cant think of any more.
Holy shit thats alot of reading! I just wanna thank anyone who actually sat there and read all of this. If you have any ?'s, or just want to say hi, give me a bite. I don't get on here as much as I used to, but leave a message and I'll get to it when I can. Be sure to check out my portfolio, and my journal. Auf Weidersen.
~"I can read your thoughts, and learn your darkest fears and desires"-Demon in my View
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How old are you?: 18
When is your Birthday?: January 19
What is your zodiac sign?: Capricorn
Where were you born?: Albany NY
Where do you live now?: Windham CT
What color are your eyes?: Brown
What color is your hair?: brown,dyed black
How tall are you?: 5’10 or so
How much do you weigh?: lets not go there.
What is your worst fear?: losing those who mean the most to me
Do you smoke?: yes
Do you drink?: yup
Do you cuss?: fuck yea!
Do you use drugs?: once or twice
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: i play guitar, and i can play baritone and alto sax.
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: my lip was finally done, and i hope to get my tounge done.I have a tattoo of a fairy being bitten in the neck by a vamp, ill try to put it in my pics at some point. Also, at another point I'll be piercing my nipples
Do you wear jewelry?: Yes
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: a few
Do you skateboard?: nope
Do you study martial arts?: No, used to
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: used to
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: Yes
Do you take your anger out on other people?: i try not to
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: no
Do you watch wrestling?: *yawn*
Do you watch pornography?: sshhh...dont tell
Do you like biting?: hehe...yup
Do you like candles?: Yes
Do you like incense?: Yeah
Do you like to write poetry?: Yes
Do you like to do your own photography?: Yeah
Do you like modeling and/or acting?: yeah
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: nope
Do you go to many concerts?: only the Lifted
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: occasionally
Do you like your handwriting?: No
Do you own a web cam?: yep
Do you own a thong?:yeah, um no, thats creepy
Do you own a pair of converse?: no
Do you own a pair of dickies?: a black work shirt that my x bought me that mysteriously dissapered
Do you like being around people?: sometimes
Do you attend a church?: No
Do you believe in god?: eh
Do you believe in vampires?:duh
Do you believe in witchcraft?: sure
Do you believe that you can be possessed?: possess me baby....
Do you believe in love?: yup!
Do you believe in soul mates?: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yup
Do you believe in forgiveness?: Yes
Do you wish on stars?: no
Do you want to get married?: Yes
Do you want to have kids?: not too many..
Do you believe you know the person you'll marry?: Syra
Do you ever get off the damn computer?: im not really supposed to be on the computer, shhh don't tell!
Are you evil?: i can be
Are you paranoid?: no, but that dosn't mean they're not out to get me
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: no
Are you a violent person?: don't fuck with my girls and I won't tear you apart limb from limb, and eat your heart like a chocolate sundae....
Are you a virgin?: nope
Are you kinky?: whips and handcuffs and blindfolds, oh my!
Are you hyper active person?: eh
Are you religious?: no
Have you or will you ever steal?: shhhh
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: sshhhhh
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yup
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: like it is now?
Have you ever played a ouija board or used tarot cards?: no
Have you ever had a song written about you?: don't think so
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:
what the fuck kind of question is that?
Does pain turn you on?: Yes
What is your favorite game?:
Board: Battleship
Cards: Bullshit
Xbox: Don't have one, but PS2 would be, either BloodRayne2 or the Punnisher
RPG: n/q
What is your favorite movie?: Underworld
What is your favorite band?: Rammstein
What is your favorite song?: too many
What is your favorite color?: Black
What is your favorite food?: pizza/blood..ooohhh,..>BLOOD PIZZA! YAY!
What is your favorite drink?: Pepsi/blood
What song makes you cry?: "Whisky Lullaby" by Brad Paisly/Alison Kraus (dont ask)
What song makes you happy?: “Nothing Else Matters" Metalica
What do you like to listen to before bed?: whatever im in the mood to listen to
What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear?: Essence by Axe
What kind of clothing are you wearing now?: a black shirt, and jeans
What is your job?: grocery clerk at a local supermarket
Which finger is your favorite?: all of them....you don't wanna know why*evil grin*
When did you last cry?: forgot
What kind of car you drive?: my moms Passat wagon
What subculture do you belong too?: subcultures suck.
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: maybe…
Would you rather be with friends or on a date?: date
If you could have any animal as a pet what would it be?: dragonfly (wink)
3 cities you wouldn't mind re-locating to?:
Berlin, New Orleans, NYC. Transelvania
Something you wish you could understand better?: women
Miss someone you haven't seen in a long time?: Yes, very much
Are you a daredevil?: no
Do looks matter?: No
Ever liked someone you had no chance with?: oh yeah
Ever lied to your best friend?: Yes
Ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you?:only in my mind
Cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Have a certain 'type' of person you go after?: nope
Rather be dumped or dumper?: dumped i guess
Rather have a relationship or a hook-up?: A relationship.
Are you happy with yourself?: yeah, funny
Are you happy with your life?: ever since september 05
If you could change one thing what would it be?: ......
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Feuerrader
Leg mir das Halsband um
dann geh ich auf die Knie
und fang zu bellen an
der Schmerz ist schön wie nie
Mach den Käfig auf
hol mich ins Sternenreich ja
Komm tuh mir langsam weh
leg mir die Ketten an
und zieh die Knoten fest
damit ich lachen kann
Mach den Käfig auf
hol mich ins Sternenreich ja
Dort wo die Sterne waren
drehn sich Feuerräder
wir feiern eine Leidenschaft
der Schmerz ist schön wie du
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Wheels of Fire
Put that collar on me
then I'll go down on my knees
and begin to bark
the pain has never been better
Open the cage
bring me into the realm of stars
Come hurt me slowly
put chains on me
and tie the knot tightly
so that I can laugh
Open the cage
bring me into the realm of stars
There where the stars have been
wheels of fire turn
we celebrate a passion
the pain is beautiful like you
"Now in darkness world stops turning....ashes where the bodies burning....no more war pigs have the power...and the dawn is final hour...day of judement god is calling...on their knees the war pigs crawling...begging mercy for their sins...SATAN LAUGHING SPREADS HIS WINGS!"
You would be a Vampire!!! and look something like
this sexy picture of Dani Filth
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She lays naked
her hands tied carefully to the bed
a blindfold disguises the fear in her eyes
anticipation grows
for she knows not where to expect his touch
bass heavy music reverberates through her body
her muscles tense when she feels his fingers
lightly carressing her face
she feels his soft lips kiss her neck
her stomach does somersaluts around her heart
as his hand massages her inner thigh
she begins to breathe heavily
her heart beating rapidly
as he has his way with her
her mind slips into bliss
waves of erotic enlightenment pulse through her entire body
finally it is over
he unties her
and removes the blindfold
he holds her in tight in his arms
and her eyes flutter shut
sinking into sleep
a smile on her face
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When all else fails, violence prevails
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- Bill Peterson, Florida State football coach
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Fuck it all!
Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong!
Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!
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You fucking touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart
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Mr. Praline: Look, I took the liberty of examining that parrot when I got it home, and I discovered the only reason that it had been sitting on its perch in the first place was that it had been NAILED there.
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Brave, strong willed, loyal and passionate
You are a sprite of Fire. Full of passion, bravery
and spice you are the living embodiment of
fire. You are quite arrogant and think yourself
above most but that is made up for by; your
passionate ability to pursue your dreams, your
strong will and your powerful well skilled
ability for fighting. You are a natural leader,
people are somewhat drawn to you and see you as
someone to look up to but you only pay
attention to them if they are useful, your
equal or your superior. You are a very exciting
person to be near for you have a vast love of
adventure and battle. Fire is a symbol of
Passion if and when you choose to love you are
capable of beautiful, long lasting, devoted
love. You are quite wondrous!
.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Take the quiz: "Which Vampire Clan Do You Belng To?"
Followers of Set
You are mistrusted perhaps more than any other Clan. Clan quote: 'Please. I'd thought you above such abysmal Judeo-Christian fallacies.
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Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"
Hanging
Your own gallows call. Your method of suicide is Hanging.
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Take the quiz: "What Cutter Fits You Best"
Love The Pain
your kinda like me you cut for pain you love the pain and blood yay you
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Take the quiz: "What Gruesome Death Are You? (contains yummy pics!)"
Artistic Suicide
Yeah, yeah, you're depressed. You're lonely. No one gets you. That's why you'll take a couple of razor blades and slice open your wrists. Who says suicide isn't gruesome? I'm sure that if you really put your mind to it, you'll be able to turn all of your pain into a work of morbid art that will take the forensics teams a long, long time to clean up. Unfortunately, right before you die, you're going to realize that you really DID want to live after all. Ain't life a bitch?
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Take the quiz: "What high school shooter are you?"
eric harris & dylan klebold
You are eric harris and dylan klebold! You are the master of the high school massacre.
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Take the quiz: "Are you a member of the Trench Coat Mafia?"
You're in it, you even carry out your plans!
You are very similar to Eric Harris, and Dylan Kelbold. You feel as if nothing will go right for you, and you're only exit is to go down with as many people as you can kill. May god have mercy on your soul, for those who you kill will get none, under the muzzle of you're automatic rifle.
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Take the quiz: "What rank of Vampire are you?"
General/Lord Vampire
Oh wow, im not really that impressed with ya, you lead Vampires to battle, and are king of the house when it comes to ruling over your kingdom.
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Take the quiz: "What is your inner Demon?"
Flesh eater
did someone say flesh? you are a cannibal! you live off the supplement of blood, possibly your own or if someone donates then you have your own stock pile. you love human flesh, specially if its raw and bloodstained. i'll give you a hint tho... you need to eat more chocolate
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Take the quiz: "What vampire would you be?"
Avengful Vampire of the City
You have been wronged so many ways. This as you see it, is your chance to set your anger free for once and all! Whomever dishonor or embarass you will have to pay for such a mistake with their life!
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Take the quiz: "Which member of SLipKnoT are you?"
Chris Fehn
you are psycho! you love to masturbate your nose and you love straight up old school metal
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lestat
The Ultimate Anne Rice Vampire Character Selection
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You are Jason. You are the greatest killer of them
all! Keep up the good work so no one pushes you
off the top off the list! YOU ARE THE MOST
RUTHLESS!
What Movie Killer are You?
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F U Cn Rd Ths U Cnt Spl Wrth A Dm!
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Ich bin mit der Bombe Gruppe. Wenn Sie mich sehen zu laufen, aufholen Versuch zu!
"I'm with the bomb squad. If you see me running, try to keep up!"
------------------------------------------------------------Ich liebe deutche. Deutche macht gut musik!
