Ok, seriously people, stop adding me to your covens. I never asked to be invited, nor do I appreciate you bringing me in without even asking. I have my own real life coven I am involved with and have been for years now. So please stop sending them.
AIM: UltimoTheMage
E-mail: ultimo_shakoni@yahoo.com(please state in subject that you are from this site, otherwise i may delete it and move on)
Update as of July 3rd, 2010:
Like usual I have been busy with one thing or another, so sorry I haven't been on much to those who I talk to most. On a side note I have finally been able to enjoy life, even if just a little. I haven't added anything to my profile in a while, so I added a song/poem called Lone Flower that I got from a old friend of mine. The main reason I have been so busy, which will make those who know me happy, I have finally begun the FIRST EVER recording of my clan's long history. It is going to take me a while to cram all that information into a book so bare with me. Everyone that is interested on updates about when the book will be complete, or how to get a copy when it is done, just send me a mail through VR. Well that's all for now, see you all later. Oh ya, I added a very recent picture of myself finally, like last week recent in my portfolio.
My name is Ultimo and I have known about myself being a Vampire for about 12 years now. Within that time I have Sired my own clan. Though I have left my clan to search the world, my clan is still very loyal and trustworthy. Now I search the world to find out more about our race and what we can do with our abilities. If anyone wants to ask me something they are more than welcome to and I will answer the question to the best of my knowledge.
LONE FLOWER
I can't tell if you're the same person I know.
But there could never be a replacement for you.
Don't ever wither, you lone flower.
Bathing just perfectly in the light,
it's almost as if you blossomed from it.
All the emotions you've spread over the land...
Let the out!
I can't tell if you're the same person I know.
But up til now, and from now on,
even if I made enemies
with everyone other than you...
Even if that day came,
I'll always protect you, so do not lose,
you lone flower.
What is Life?
Is it something we should hold dear to us?
Or should we take it and devour it and leave it in a puddle of its own Blood?
If this is the life of a vampirem, then I welcome it with open arms.
To live on the wild side is within me.
I will fight for what I believe, and protect all who are with me on my views.
Dont call me a sire or a father.
Call me a fellow Kindred that knows what its like to go to Hell and back.
I am not here to rule.
Only to teach and protect.
Protect our Race and keep it from harm.
I will fight for our race as if it meant everything to me.
And being that it does mean so much to me, you know my word is true.
I do not ask anyone to join my struggle, I only ask to heed my words and understand my way of life.
I do not wish to be an outcast.
I wish tio be a helper.
A healer.
For I want nothing but good for our race and even the humans.
Without them we cannot live.
Where would we get our sustanance from if they weren't here?
Sharing our own blood can only bring us so far....
So please my fellow Kindred and friends.
Let us save our race from utter destruction.....
What is a home?
Is it just some house or some building?
What makes a home a home?
Is it family?
Is it whichever land you love?
Is a home just a fairy tale thought?
Is it actually possible to have a real place to call home?
If someone has the answer please tell me.
I have fought for my whole to find a real home and still to no avail.
I have taveled the world,
seen many things,
but I have yet to find a place I can call home.
When I find my home, if possible, I know I will finally find joy.
For in the home is where we should all be.
And home will always be a great place to be.....
REJECTION
What is rejection?
Is it being turned away?
Or is it just not getting what you want?
Or is it simply different for everyone depending on there point of view?
Well if that is the case my point of view is when your alone and having the hardest time of your life, and everyone puts you down....
why is that when your at the bottom no one is willing to let you be and let you try to get back up?
No, they put you down even more like your dead to them and worth nothing at all....
This is how my life has been, and is now.....
No matter how I plee and beg i get harassed again.
And why do you ask?
Cause I am different.
Cause I don't live like they do.
Why is life like that?
No matter where I go IT'S THE SAME GOD DAMN FUCKING THING!!!!
Why must it be like this?
All I know is I have had enough.
I will not take it anymore.
FUCK YOU TO ALL WHO BRING ME DOWN!!!
And don't act like you don't know because you know who you are.
And I know one day you shall see this and realize what you have done.....
How you BROKE MY HEART, and threw it in the wind like it was me cremated being thrown off the fort in Puerto Rico.
Now it's my turn, and you shall know my pain!
And even though whats goes around comes around and I know it may come back to me, but you know what, my life is so fucked up I WILL TAKE THE GOD DAMN RISKS!!!!
And when you see me again, I will be on top. And even though you never helped me, I will show you the help you should have gave me.....
What is a warrior?
Is a warrior just a fighter?
Or are they more?
A warrior is more than just a fighter.
He is a savior.
A shining light called hope that never dies.
He is a person with great honor.
A person with great respect.
Though very few live now a days,
There views and abilities are the same.
Their strength.
Their wisdom.
And even their courage, are that of true men.
Everyone has a warrior inside them,
It's just a matter of finding it.
If you want power and nothing more, than you are not a warrior.
If you want power to protect the world and all of your loved ones, then you are a true warrior.
Whether your human or not, you can be a true warrior.
For it not lies withing thy skin, its lies in thy heart.
Warriors are chivalrous, and apparently chivalry is just about dead.
Which means warriors may face the same fate.
Even during peace their power is needed.
Their courage and will is a testament to mankinds true potential.
I may not be the strongest, nor the best, but i know deep down inside, I am a warrior!
For that all that matters to me is the well being of the world.
And I will fight for what is right to the last blow.
Even if it means my life coming to a warrior's end.
Never before in my life did I have a reason to move forward, but i do now.
That reason is I found the warrior in me.
I will brave whatever I must, persevere in whatever I do.
As long as in the end, my power was put to good use.
This last poem is sent out to all the people that is fighting the fight I am. Our deeds may not be noticed now, but one day fortune will smile upon us, and when it does our job will be fulfilled, because we know that we did what we could to protect this world we call home, no matter what it's like. Even if we are rejected we will still fight for this world, even if it means losing our life, for a warriors end is the most glorious way to go.......
Life by the Sword
What does it mean to live by the sword?
Does it mean your means of fighting is by the sword?
No, that is not it at all.
Living by the sword is the life of Bushido.
Whether you are Samurai or not, if you live by the sword,
You shall die by the sword.
To truly live by the sword means you have something to live for.
Every true Swordsman has there own personal reason.
Some good, some bad, but none the less a reason.
I live by the sword for one of the most common yet almost completely forgotten reason.
To protect those we love and cherish from all that wishes to destroy us.
I myself will admit I am not good, however I am not evil either.
I am both.
I say this because even the people that have proven they are good has called me evil.
I am viewed by many as a blasphemer because I don’t believe in the concept of Christ.
Nor do I believe in Christianity.
How can one man help everyone in this world. It is impossible.
I know I cannot help the world by myself either.
Even with my sword, however, I will protect everything I can for as long as I can.
That way one day, maybe just one day, we can find ourselves peace……
SONS OF SHAKONI
One of the oldest,
Yet the least unknown.
The Sons of Shakoni were the soldiers of the Guardian Vampire Ajax.
They were there during the first great battle of our race, they guarded the Lords of the 13 clans secretively.
Some disguised as normal vampires, some not.
Either way they risked their lives to guard all that was right.
Until one day the peace shattered and fell to pieces.
No matter what they did Ajax nor his soldiers could revive the peace that once reigned in our world.
Fear filled the world of vampires and many exiled themselves.
And thus began that Caitiff life.
Ajax tried ridding them of their fear.
Some conqoured their fears others didnt.
The ones that did started their own groups to share their knowledge with fellow kin.
However the Lords of the first 13 clans still viewed them as pure Caitiffs and were not accepted as other clans which drove the spike into our community even deeper.
Now there are many clans with many views in our Great Nation. However we all have one similarity that can help to unite us, we all want to be accepted for who we are and what we can be.....
Anger
I am sick of the shit
The shit we have been going through.
You are my friend.
And I know you don't deserve this.
Please my brother,
fight it and do what's right for you.
Please say no to her and end it for your sake.
I love you bro, and i see how much you regret seeing her now.
get rid of the regret by ending it please.
If for nothing else atleast do it for your own well being.
I want you to hear my voice.
I want you to be free.
Please do this for your freedom and well being.....
