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The real truth about me anyone would go crazy if they witness the things I witness on Th witness the things I witness on a daily basis I am what I am I am immortal I've tried killing myself several times for remembering my past life that alone makes me go insane the people that know me can tell you I'm batshit crazy and the partially right who wouldn't go crazy of the shit I've seen and the shit I've done I've cursed people for nothing just for the pure pleasure of seeing them suffer I have done terrible things because of the people that lie to me about who I was they use me for my powers and nearly destroyed me because they wanted what I could not give them and yes I do have a death wish and no I do not care what people think I would rather bleed myself dry to deal with one more of a past life The Suffering that occurs in every pass life is unbearable immortality is not fun and I Was Born This Way days go by and everything's the same suffering from other people the love for someone knowing that you they're going to die and you're just going to live on in another life it's pain all over again Don't You Love people that tell you you should kill yourself you shouldn't listen to them especially when you know you can't die 5 times I tried five bloody fucking times all I did was wake up a puddle of blood foam out of mouth and cough up blood why do I keep doing it you ask I have no idea probably because I fucking hate this world and the people in it