Hey. Thanks for visiting my site. Here’s a little about myself:
My name’s Amber; I’m from Russellville, Arkansas. I’m 19 years old & work at the local superstop. I’m into psychology (not to be confused with psychiatry), dream-study, and mythology. I study various religions, but am Christian in faith. Don’t pre-judge & think I’m close-minded. I was raised Free Will Baptist, but converted to paganism for sometime-thinking it would satiate my inclination towards the more “fantasy/dark” side of my nature. It didn’t & I’m still obsessed with the supernatural-always looking for absolute truth, though I’ve found all that matters. I won’t preach to or judge you for anything other than your personality and how you present yourself. I’m always interested in meeting new people & making friends, so drop me a line-especially if you add me. Also, please read & rate my journal-I actually prefer to know if u love or hate my writing.
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Likes
Family
Vampires
Animals
Full Moons
Books
Movies
Poetry
Motorcycles
Winter
Art
Sunset
Moonlight
Kissing or Dancing in the Rain
Dancing
Staring at the Stars
Playing in Snow
Peanut Butter & Oreos
Loathes
Drama
Liars
Too Much Sun
Clowns
Crowds
Jealousy
Heat
Rap
And People Who:
Say they’re your friends & then try to take your man
Leave their blinker on & drive 20 miles under the speed limit
Don’t respect others or are rude
Favorites
Name: Alex
Color: Black
Animal: Snake
Food: Japanese
Form of Art: Theatre
Drink: Sky Blue
Movie: Sweeney Todd
Ballet: (The ONLY one I like) Romeo & Juliet
TV Show: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Band: Within Temptation
Book: The Twilight, Harry Potter, & Veritas Series
Author: Stephenie Meyer & Frank Peretti
Song: My Friends (Johnny Depp)
Actor: James Marsters
Actress: Helena Bonham Carter
Movies I Like
Queen of the Damned, The Craft, Shrek 1-3, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Grease, Underworld, Sweeney Todd, Moulin Rouge, The 10th Kingdom, Practical Magic, The Harry Potter Series, Never Been Kissed, Chronicles of Narnia, Charlie & the Chocolate Factory, The Crow, Dracula Alive & Lovin’ It
Bands I Like
Ghost of the Robot, Kitty, Within Temptation, Evanescence, Joy Williams, Casting Crowns, Flyleaf, HIM, Daughtry, The Killers, Shotgun Burrito, Even Heroes Bleed
A Quiz I “Borrowed” & Tweaked
What is your name? Amber
Any nick-names? BJ, Jinx, Vengeance (To my ex coven members who knew me by my pagan name)
How old are you? 19
Where were you born? Jacksonville, AR
What color eyes do you have? One blue, one green
What color hair do you have? Black
How tall are you? 5'6”
What is your worst fear? Bugs, needles, feet, & JUMPING-not to be mistaken for falling-off of a mountain.
Do you smoke? No
Do you drink? Yup
Do you use drugs? Hayz no.
Do you consider yourself trustworthy? Yes
Do you play in a band or play an instrument? I sing for Bittersweet Kisses & play the keyboard, guitar, and clarinet in my spare time.
Do you have any tattoos? Not yet.
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? Jack the ripper or the real Sweeney Todd from the 1800’s
Do you suffer from depression disorder? Yes
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? Sleeping or hypothermia.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? Yes
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? Yes
Do you believe that you can be possesed? Yes, but not by invocation unless it’s genuine. It’s something that happens when you accidentally leave a gateway open for evil in your soul.
Are you a paranoid person? Are you kidding?! There are cameras everywhere!
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? Yes, but I’m okay with that-my house stays clean.
Are you a violent person? Usually only during sex.
Do you take your anger out on other people? I’m like a friggin’ force of nature-taking out everyone & everything in my path.
Do you blame other people for your mistakes? No
Are you a virgin? Married to my first.
Are you kinky? Always.
Do you like biting? Always.
Do you masturbate? Um… Ew.
Do you watch pornography? No.
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? Not yet.
Are you hyper active person? Not unless I’m with my bfs.
Do you have any self inflicted scars? A few
Does pain turn you on? Depends on where it’s at.
Are you creative? Yes
Do you believe in love at first fright? What? Don’t you mean sight?
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? I’m not that stupid. I worked at a hospital where a girl did herself-yup you know what I mean-and she got something similar to gangrene.
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? No, thank God.
Do you own a car? Yes
Have you been to jail, yet? No.
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? One. Guess where…
Have you ever vomited while making out? Um. Another ew. No.
Have you held a job for less than a day? Nope.
Do you own more than two pair of jeans? No, I actually think I own exactly two-the rest are knee knickers & running pants.
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? Always.
Heart Breaker
Malice haunts my soul as venom courses throughout my body,
Slowly making it’s way into your veins
And I softly press my lips to your throat for the last time.
White-hot hatred mingles with the ghost of passion long ago abandoned.
I feel nothing but the lust for vengance…
As your body goes limp, and I taste the
Succulent deliciousness of your life-blood for the final time,
I offer you one last bit of advice:
Breaking my heart might kill you from the inside out…
xxtwilitexx
