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Hi...I am not really good at describing myself in writing (though im a great writer^-^) so bare with me on the terrible descrtiption.

I have always been into the gothic forbiddens of life. I look at things at a both ways kind of perspective. Y'know, you cant have have white without black, you cant have the sun without the moon and you cant have religion without atheism ect...so when I was about the age of 10 i started looking up the answers to the questions people like me didnt comprehend, so when i came upon the whole vampire/goth/dark side of the world it was very fascinating to me. I like that other people could truly be who they were without feeling judged by others. I like the fact that other people asked and pondered abut stuff that no "normal" person would ask. So it was kind of a light leading away from a dark path???(i guess)

I started to look more into the vampire thing after reading some old romanian and german vampire ore, and it really dawned on me that there could actually be REAL vampires out there. I had always believed in that kind of stuff, how could simple humans think of something so far out there without seeing it in person. So coming up to my 13th birthday I actually meant a real vampire, as I believe. It was one of my friends parents, who trusted in me by telling me what they were and the dfferences betwween their kind and ours. I havent really spoken with them for a while but it seems with me, that the more I meet these type of peple the more these type of people seem to find me. Im not saying their real vampires, but im also not saying their phonies, but since Ive been moving around alot I havent able to learn anymore about this way of life, so thats when I found this website and BOOM here I am.

I am fun amnd a bit to outgoing, im the type that will jump of the bridge if you dare me (= ^_^=) as suicidal as that soundsim not) and i really want to start interacting with people more like me. So there you go, a terrible description of me :).