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just hought i let u knwo ia m not here naymore....
I HAVE TO GOT TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL AND WON'T BE BACK UNTILL FURTHER NOTICE..

SO IF I DON'T GET BACK AT U... DON'T BE MAD JUST WAIT FOR ME TO RETUR....




Name: Brooke Willanovich
Age: 17
Weight: 110 pounds
Height: don't know
Eyes color: Hazel
Hair color: well right now deep red...
Race: bulgarian
Sexuality: Bi

Well i am Brooke... i was born in Sophia, Bulgaria, but then my parents got divorced and my dad went to Ontario, Canada and my mom stayed in Bulgaria.
Later on we all moved and when i say we all i mean: my mom and my brother Nethan.... to , Maryalnd, United States.

I am a very troubled person..... i don't like to be touched by someon i don;t know... i don't know why and it freaks me out....
I hate tiny spaces.. and i am scared shitless to black people... i don't know why ... don't take it the wrong way or anything but they scare me.. perhaps may be is because i never met one before in my intire life...

I had many boyfriends and many girlfriends but i never felt what really love was.... comin g from a brocken family... it is just not safe to trust anyone...

I have problems trustin gpeople... i don't like people.. they suck..... like slipknot said once
PEOPLE=SHIT
I would be sittin in a room full of peopl e but feeling alone and left out.........
i have always seen my self as ugly and unwanted and just a fuckin screw up!!!
i don't like me
i hate me and if you ever like me let me ask you why????
I always fuck things up or screw things up...
or if i don't do it.. i won't get with my life......
i alwaysblame myself for everything.... no matter what is it .... it is my fault.....
no matter what i caused it....

I am very paranoid..
i can't talke shower 'zus i always thingk som,eon is watching me some how some where.... some way....
i don't sleep what so ever i am scared that if i falll a sleep i might die!!!
so no sleep for Brooke....


I play the guitarr.... bass.. drums .. and piano!! yay lol...
um ilove music.. i just could die for music my favortie bands are