Please , If you are going to add me as a friend, You need to send me a message letting me know that you have added me as a friend. I am apparently on several friends lists, But have no idea who they are.
I had originally got a profile on Vampire Rave, Because I was trying to be more involved in the things my wife (soon to be ex-wife) liked. Plus I've always found Vampires and all related things to be interesting. I'm just not educated about them like most of you are. That's ok though , I am working on that slowly. Now, I am thinking of staying. Not for her. But for myself. I've had fun in the last little while that I've been a member And I am going to continue to be a member.
Feel free to message me or add me as a friend, just please make sure to let me know you've added me as a friend because it doesn't tell me otherwise.
So, If I had to describe myself in one word. I would have to pick funny. I always try to make people laugh, Because to be honest with you life is too short to use it all up on anger and hate.
I am very much into Gangsters. I always wanted to be one. I mean even when I was a little boy. Little boys usually aspire to be Firemen , Police Officers .. Or super heros. Not me. I wanted to be Al Capone. I've been to Alcatraz a couple of times and saw Al Capones alleged jail cell. That was cool. Did you know back in 1929 Al Capone made 60,000,000 in one year , Just from Bootleg sales alone. And people wonder why I look up to him. He also made over 1,000,000 in Rackets.
In 1929 that amount of money was unfathomable.
I also have an interest in Serial Killers. Not that I think what they do is right in anyway, shape or form. But the way their minds work , And what makes them do the things they do is interesting to me. I've watched so many violent movies, And played so many violent video games. But yet , Still do not have any urges to hurt or kill anyone. I say this because movies and video games are the most common excuse for the behavoir. Some kids shoot up a school , Blame it on T.V.
I have to say that's nonsense.
Alright , someone told me I might want to add some likes and dislikes to my profile.
So here goes nothing, I will start with some likes.
I like automobiles. Pretty much any kind. I prefer cars over trucks. Not really a truck guy. I prefer cars that go fast.
I own a 1990 Ford Thunderbird, My ex-father in-law and I had that puppy doing 240 kms/hour Approx.. We maxed it out at 210 on the speedo.. But we were still picking up speed.
Hmm , I like movies. I am a movie buff.
My collection was somewhere around 500 , Rough estimate.
It is now sitting at 180 .
I have way too many favorites to list them all , However I will list a few:
Scarface (obviously)
Casino
American Gangster
Good Fellas
Blood in Blood out
Ong Bak
Harold and Kumar (both)
The Godfather 1, 2,3
Dead Presidents
Gangster No. 1
Sopranos
The Evil Dead
Dream Catcher
Half Baked
Friday
Batman (all)
That's enough for now.
Some of my dislikes:
- Fake people , people who always feel the need to act like something they are not.
- Cheaters! You can't have me AND someone else , That's just selfish.
- Cruise Ships
- Snow , and cold
Some songs Lyrics I enjoy.
I Hope You Die lyrics
...You must die I alone am best!
I hope ya flip some guy the bird,
He cuts you off and you're forced to swerve,
In front of the Beatles' tour bus,
A Bookmobile and a Mack truck,
Hauling hazardous biological waste,
The light turns red you have no brakes,
And "Hard Copy" gets it all on tape,
So you can see the look on your face,
...Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!,
...Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!,
I hope your Pinto begins to spin,
Takes out a disabled Vietnam Veteran,
Mows down a Nobel Peace Prize Winner,
And maybe some orphans having Christmas dinner,
Perhaps even the British Royal Family,
And the Rabbi that's clutching the bottle-fed puppy,
And we can't forget the newlyweds,
And those Jerry's Kids are as good as dead,
I hope this helps to emphasize,
I hope this helps to clarify,
I hope you die,
I hope your cellmate thinks he's God,
But C.N.N. refer to him as "Bowling Ball Bag Bob",
Serving time again for abuse of a corpse,
Only this time the victim's a Clydesdale horse,
While he masturbates to photos of livestock,
He does the "Silence of the Lambs" dance to Christian Rock,
Eats feces and quotes from "Deliverance",
And fights with his imaginary playmate Vince,
...Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!,
...Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!,
I hope he grins like Jack Nicholson,
And forces you to play a game called Balls On Chin,
And whatever happens next is all a blur,
But you remember "fist" can be a verb,
And when you finally regain consciousness,
You're bound and gagged in a wedding dress,
And the prison guard looks the other way,
'Cause he's the guy ya flipped the bird the other day,
I hope this helps to emphasize,
I hope this helps to clarify,
I hope you die,
...I hope you die!.
She Hates Me
Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued
in a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away
She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no
In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
[Chorus]
that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said
[Chorus]
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
and she tore my feelings like I had none
she fucking hates me
When Will This End
Spinning inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always take shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on
End
When will this end? [x7]
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it does to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me now
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it does to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me now
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
Gonna take you down
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me now
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me now
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
