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Greetings to all who visit here...
Update: 03/19/08
I wanted to add my Yahoo! Instant Messenger name here. I invite anyone who wishes to contact me there. I'm very open to meeting and speaking to others like me. My screen name is: xxxReignOfWrathxxx. See you in cyberspace!!!
Update: 03/18/08
I want to thank everyone for the very warm welcome. Everyone who has visited my profile and rated me positively I thank you. I wanted to share a little more about me for everyone who visits my profile.
I am here because I have endured a personal tragedy that has awakened my dark side. This new realization is a source of strength for me and I anticipate to embrace this new identity completely. My transformation will take time though as all things do. But I know that in time I will awaken to the fullness of my true nature.
I am here to develop frienships with others of a like mind and nature. I live in Lakewood New Jersey for now and am seeking friends in this same general geographical area. I welcome friends from all areas however, so if you would like to add me to your friends list please feel free. Let me know if you do so I can add you as well.
I am seeking friends to attend a Gothic club in Newark. It is called QXT. I wish to attend this club, but certainly I'd rather not go alone. So anyone who wants to have some fun on a friday or saturday night in this area and wants to attend this club, let me know and we'll arrange something.
I also wish to express my connection to some music as many of you have done. I must honestly say that KoRn has been an extremely positive outlet for me during this transition. They undoubtedly were the innovators of the "Nu Metal" genre and as such deserve the first place of respect in my mind. Their music is a source of strength and very much an outlet that I can completely relate to. The most appropriate song to which I relate the most is "Somebody, Someone." I believe it to be the best corrolation to my personal situation. Of course I like other bands in the same genre like Godsmack, Orgy, Stained, Disturbed and Marilyn Manson. All these mediums are more than appropriate in identifying the source of my frustration and angst with life at this moment in time.
It is my sincere hope to develop friends from all areas but especially from the same area as I am located to go out to the club I mentioned above or even one in NYC. Activity partners are more than welcomed. I also want to be clear that I'm not looking for any dating relationships. I'm open to what life brings, but I'm more interested in meeting people who are connected to the same darkness that I have awakened to and to be able to do things with like minded souls.
Please feel free to email me and ask me anything. I am honest and straightforward and welcome any inquiry. I will be creating a journal and portfolio soon, so watch for those updates and again I thank everyone for reading.... another update will follow soon.
~Marcvs Ivlianvs
I am new here and new to this lifestyle and perception. All life and existance is perception, and I have recently discovered my new "dark" identity as I call it. It was something that was brooding inside me for a long time, but it took a great personal tragedy and trauma to bring it to the surface. I am grateful, however, for the revalation. My Vampire name is MARCVS IVLIANVS. But I feel I have an even more ancient name to describe my new identity... Kezef which is the name of the dark angel of wrath and destruction. I will not be the instrument of such things but it is the understanding of the implications of such forces that are the source for pause in the actions of daily life. Every decision, even the smallest one, can have the gravest impact on future events.
The Vampire is a symbol of power and control in an ever changing and unscrupulous world. We have the opportunity to exist seperately from the unenlightened mortals who walk through their lives dead and unaware they are subject to other forces at work. Forces that can rob anyone of the joy and peace that forms the foundation for their existance. But to live as a Vampire allows the opportunity to rise above those forces that would seek to destroy true understanding and fulfillment. The only Evil that exists is ignorance and I will commit myself with Wrath to it's complete and utter destruction.
Thank you for reading...
Member Since: | Mar 13, 2008 |
Last Login: | Feb 19, 2009 |
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