I'm Searching For Something I Wont Ever Find, Welcome To My Insanity.
Theres no point in me trying to describe myself, I have no idea who I am.
I'm at a constant battle within myself.
I live in my own upside down world, it's not a nice place to be, I can't escape from it.
I'm always staring at nothing.
I think too much about the past.
I'm a despressing spiral, getting lost inside my mind.
I wont pretend to like you, I doubt you'll like me very much.
I'm very opinionated.
Inside I'm always negaitve, but I cover that up with lies.
It destroys me that I can't tell people what goes on inside my head.
I should lighten up abit, I am happy sometimes.
You can try and make me smile if you like.
Oh, I'm a Satanist. Hate me for it if you like.
Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence! 
Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!
1. Stupidity,
Stupid people do not get ahead in this world.
Satanists strive to keep themselves informed and to not be fooled by others who seek to manipulate and use them.
2. Pretentiousness,
Taking pride in one’s achievements is encouraged in Satanism.
However, one should only take credit for one’s own accomplishments.
Making empty claims about yourself is not only obnoxious but also potentially dangerous, leading to sin No.
3. Solipsism
Satanists use this term to refer to the presumption many people make that other people think,
act and have the same desires as themselves.
It’s important to remember that everyone is an individual with his own individual goals and plans.
To expect someone to treat you as you treat him is foolish. Instead, Satanists encourages you to treat people as they treat you.
You should always deal with the reality of the situation rather than expectations.
4. Self-Deceit
Satanists deal with the world as it is.
Convincing yourself of untruths because they are more comfortable is no less problematic than letting someone else deceive you.
5. Herd Conformity
Satanism exalts the power of the individual.
Western culture encourages people to go with the flow, and to believe and do things simply because the wider community is doing such.
Satanists attempt to avoid such behavior, following the herd only if it makes logical sense and suits one’s own needs.
6. Lack of Perspective
Remain aware of both the big and small pictures, never sacrificing one for the other.
Remember your own important place in things, and don’t be overwhelmed with the viewpoints of the herd.
On the flipside, we do live in a world larger than ourselves.
Always keep an eye on the big picture and how you can fit yourself into it.
7. Forgetful of Past Orthodoxies
Society is constantly taking old ideas and repackaging them as new, original ideas.
Do not be fooled by such offerings.
8. Counterproductive Pride
If it works, use it.
You should never be embarrassed of your own accomplishments.
However, if pride is getting in the way of getting things done with other people,
you should set it aside until such time as it becomes constructive again.
9. Lack of Aesthetics
Beauty and balance are two things Satanists strive for.
This is particularly true in magical practices but can be extended to the rest of one’s life as well.
Avoid following that which society dictates is beautiful and learn to identify true beauty, whether or not others recognize it.
The Son of Man shall tremble on his knees At the feet of the Anti-Christ begging For the mercy his Father refused to Show Lucifer the Fallen Angel As he cast him from Heaven Down to a doomed Earth. But the Anti-Christ Shall not show That mercy, for he Is serving justice for Lucifer the Resister. The Anti-Christ brings his blade Down upon the head of the Lamb of God, and mankind is unbound from the Chains of Yahweh the Oppressor forever.
