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Okay normally peotry would go in the journal part of this but my best friend wrote this and I wanted people to see. Not just the people who read journals but like every one because he is right and he means alot to me.
"She sits over in the corner and she wonders why her life is
She doesn't deserve it, but she lets it take her over anyway
Completely, she's drowning and the millions of hands she'll never take
Are starting to push her under for everybody's sake
And she wonders why the happy people do not understand
In this no-man's-land of crisis and the shifting, silent sands
Of time, this crime stems from selfishness by nature
She's so nearsighted she refuses to see danger
Go away, you're okay, go forget and don't come back
I'm tired of your conscience and of picking up the slack
Please wake up, keep your word for once, only you can see
Of the thousand score realities that you might someday be
Just get over yourself and make a move
Or sit and wonder why you lose."
I love it, I am also really glad that it is not about me.
I have this crazy love of music. I love most kinds, like any thing under the category rock, I like a little rap (if the beasty boys still counts as that), and celtic (because if I didn't I would have to shoot myself for working at a renfair).
I the fact that every one is trying to act street when most are far from it. I also like at least one ska band called the goners. They are from the hick town that I used to live in and they were one of the few reasons (excluding all my friends) that I didn't want to leave. I would have a pick of them but their website is down because every time they release a new cd they completly redo the web site leaving fans to wish that they were not hooked.
I am really sorry about the pics. I have the misfortune of moving and leaving my computer with my 3/il Gr4lldl/l0tl-l3r! So all of my every thing is in TX. I am also lacking a scanner to put any of my new work so thease will have to do.
Okay I worked at Scarbrough Fair renfair is a shop called The Wild Wolf Forge. I love every one there and miss them a ton now. But the reason I bring it up is because I became a mace maidden. If you don't know what a mace is, it is basically a pole with a spiked ball on the end. The shop had 2 of them and one day I took one out and started spinning it. Then my friend Cat got the other and we both would stand out side the shop spinning them and using tham as props to get people in. I don't know why but I decided to take Cat's from her and I started to twirl them both. I don't know why but most people find the idea of a 15yr old spinning 2 12lbs mace slightly terrifying. now I want a set for my birthday, and since on of the guys who owns it is a designer he (might) design me my own set to be made by my Dan. I am hoping to get them when I visit the states next spring.
Quote: Standing in a crowded room but why do I
still feel alone
You hide lonlieness. You feel as if no one is there
even if someone is right there talking to you.
You think that they don't know or understand
the real you. People seem to shun you out and
ignore you because they don't notice you a lot
since you keep to yourself. People don't see
all you want is someone to notice you the real
you. Someone to stay by yourside and be with
you so that you are not alone. You feel as if
you will be alone forever. You wonder why
everyone ignores you. So you think that there
must be something wrong with you. And you begin
to hate yourself. You try and change but that
didn't do anything they still don't seem to
care or they notice you but you still can't
help but feel alone. Don't worry I know how
that feels. You have to wait for a day when you
find someone worth your love. Because the love
you've kept inside will prove its worth then.
One day you'll find someone. You just have to
be willing to wait and if you do your reward
will be great
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You have a
beautiful personality. show it off once in a
while!You prpbabley love nice happy colours
like pink, yellow and blue and hate it when
people are nasty. Your a pretty good person!<
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You are a Slayer. Slayers travel the country and
rid demons and monsters from villages, cities
and rich families. As long as there is a good
price afterwards. Slayers are often alone but
sometimes have company. They are tricky and
if you ask one for help, you know theyre
going to take a handful of gold once the jobs
done.
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