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When Death knocks, don't answer the door!
A dark dragon, creation of a confluence of chaos and order. Embodying light and dark, creative and destructive forces. I'm both sides opposing and balancing each other. I've been described as angel, demon, lover, vampire, healer and probably less flattering terms.
I'm a psi-vamp, one who feeds from my partner/victim through a complex, almost ritualistic set of practices that resemble an alternative sexual practice called bondage, discipline, and sado-masochism. Of course, my practices are completely consensual and do not harm.
If you come close to me, be prepared to ride the storms of chaos and order via the dark wings of passion.
I've a rather eclectic set of interests, varied as my personal experience in this world. Obviously, you could learn a lot more about me by going to my personal domain but I am glad to offer a glimpse at some of my current interests and pursuits here.
For most of my life I've been a biker and have to say, short of actual flight using something like a small autogyro helicopter or light aircraft, motorcycling gives a freedom and feel for the environment that can't be equaled by any other form of transportation. Live to ride, ride to live.
I'm a technocrat; meaning I love to use and put technology to use to improve quality of life and actually make a living at doing so. If I had a bit more time and money (together) I'd probably be a technomage; taking technology to make effects and appearances of magic but that's a dream.
I'm always in the search for truth and with the developments in my own life, I've had to come to accept that there are some realities that can only be explained by accepting some of the tenants of metaphysics and vampirism as part of that as well. My spiritual path has taken me to and through many religious systems and spiritual philosophies. Today I'd say I'm most like a Taoist with some wiccan/druidic or nature wizardry.
As far back as I can remember, I've always had rather unusual sexual fantasies and imagery. As I explored them through the years I came to understand that they were not so completely unusual but that there were societal proscriptions against such imagery and/or practices. Actually, I found that much of my country of birth and even family seems to be extremely puritanical in bent even to corrupting human nature to deny itself. But I digress, eventually, I had come to understand that my nature and fantasies were not 'evil' but simply something that was. Once I embraced my natural state and began to dismiss the past social conditioning, I began to develop and label who I was, how I live, my personal preferences without the limiting factors of negative societal conditioning.
So what am I? I am more than just a simple label but to know the truth of who and what I am you'd need to get to know me directly. Today I proudly wear the title of a Master in the leather and BDSM lifestyles. I did not adopt this title lightly but rather it was bestowed on me by peers through training and experience. In addition, I am known as a subtle energy worker, able to heal or harm using the psychic or psionic life forces or energies. For My own peace of mind, I prefer to use my abilities with energy to heal others. Also my prefered styles of 'play' are highly charged sexual exchange because I feed best off the sexual energy of an intimate partner. I continue to explore, use and learn the full spectrum of human sensations to amplify the experience with my intimate partners.
My sexual fantasies and imagery center around a rather bloody set of themes, those of crucifixion and impalement. While I sometimes explore the imagery and stage such extreme scenarios they are always done with the idea of feeding my visual natures as well as taking my 'victim' to places that they would never have conceived without having entered my world. I do such 'play' with safety in mind because I do not wish to truly damage anyone who would so willingly subject themselves to such pain and stress for my pleasure.
While I have widely varied taste in music, I also find that I listen to specific songs for the mood they set with both lyrics and 'flavor.' The following is a tiny selection of songs that I listen to.
There are more things in this world than your imagination could embrace…
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