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I actually hate that I have to spell out a description of myself! However it is necessary in this case! I am a driven being of energy, born to feel and experience! I am captivated by beauty and love! In fact love is what I live for. I stand apart from the mainstream societal structure in many ways, yet at the same time I am very much a part of the norm! I am hypocritical in nature!among other things, and I admit to knowing only what my mind has shown me! We are all different and on our own path!

OK now that you get my crazy a little bit I will spin this in a different direction! I have worked as a butcher, clothing store manager, cashier, machine operator and that's about it! I graduated high school and decided not to go to college! I read alot! I've studied genetics, psychology, sociology and a little bit of neuroscience! My education is spotty and I know that! I'm no genius, but I can keep up in an intellectual conversation! I'm a sociopath! If you don't know what that is then look it up. But basically it means I don't feel! Its complicated really! I do feel but very rarely.

Now another direction! My ambition is to truly be free of the controlling and overly ambitious nature of humans! we used to be nomadic, living in small groups! I want to live off of the land with a small group of people! I want nature and all of the old ghosts that come with it! sadly this I will probably never find! But aside from true love this is my idealistic dream.

I have a history of mental illness! so If you've read this far and are still interested we might as well get this out of the way now! I prefer not to be judged or harassed! I don't really buy into all the labels and shit but that's what they call me, crazy lol. I just believe that I am as I am. anyways I'm no grammar Nazi so don't expect correct spelling or punctuation. all I want is for you to hear the message!

All in all I am a very interesting person to talk to and at this juncture in my life I am very alone and seeking companionship. I wish to grow and learn and continue on until my true potential is realized. I wish that for all.