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Rain falling from the sky
And the blue birds sing
The little boy cries
And I just watch it sting
See and feel the pain
Hear the cries
Just wanting to make it go away
Make him feel better
Make the tears and sobs stop
But feeling the heart of the earth beat with such a tune
Calms my mind and soul
Seeing the sun rise
Then seeing it fall
As the beautiful moon stands in it's place
Feeling the night
And it's breeze
The night animals call
And the sea breeze clean
Taking the foot steps no one else ever walks
Taking a path different from the rest
I breath in the night
Bathing the moon's light
And speak in the day



Only days go by and I know that I am growing old. Light's hitting my face and showing the things behind my eyes. Only dark shows light and light shows dark. What an artist creates is apon that.



But life is long lived, and yet so short. The time apart is the time to start. Love the earth as it has loved you. Giving to you all that it can. Showing it's kindness and teaching us to learn. Mother earth and her teachings, her love, and her children.



So let the leaves fall and regrow again. Sitting in the warm night air, only to begin again. Start over the night and day begin again as you lay. listen to the birds sing or the animals play. This is the time, point, and day. Any time anywhere peaceful. Sit down to think and say hello to our mother, our teacher, our protector along with many other, our mother earth. Who brings us life. Who makes us a home. A home of beauty that some don't bother to look at. Or feel it's life.









But life is reborn as does it die. A clean new skin over takes your eye. The eye of your soul. To your heart it beats with. But you must die to learn again.


Facts:
I Love nature.

I love music.

I love art and creative things like wrting, mostly writing.

Love to read.

I love animals.

I like to keep warm always feeling so cold.

I don't like people so much unles they seem to be okay. I'm not much of a people person. But if they seem kind hearted or instersing I'll get to know them.

I wanna be a writer.

I love my cat midnight. Who by the way is black and white.

I love dark things seeming to have a dark mind. But only with movies and books.

I'm too stuborn and kind to most people. I'm not a killer or anything of such.

I feel like crying when I see a dead animal. I feel bad when seeing it on the side of the road.

I think weirdly, but then what 17 year old messed up girl does.

I'm cursed in a horrible way. For what I think.

I wanna learn so much, yet not really the learning type. Funny how I just seemed to work out. So different in a way and the same as anyone else.

I love the beach. But I hate the sun. It's too bright for me. I am very sensitive to bright lights never really knew why. I have been for as long as I can remember.






Some of my thoughts.
We live our lives killing all that we know. We live on our mother and betray our father. We kill our brothers and sisters. In this world we kill and not thank the earth and our mother for what they have given us. We don't thank for the things that just pass our thoughts. Not thanking the animals for what they give us. And we hurt them. We do things to our food to make it grow bigger or richer. we have created junk food. And for what? Just to kill our kind in the end? Our life in our world is dying because of us. What we have done to it. We have never helped it. We are only killing it.

The life that could have lived on longer then the world. The souls and spirits that rome soon to be nothing. Stuck here but the only thing left to see is disaster. A hell breaking out from within us. The world doomed for all of eternity. Life we know will be changed forever. Hopefully we can make it change for the better.