There is not a thing I can say to any single one of you that couldn't be learned by speaking with me.
There are several things I can never say to just as many.
Let it be said that I hold many things dear to my heart, and guard them with every last fragment of my soul. Should they ever truly perish, the agony would be unfathomable for more than myself...
The moon... even a lover could not hold me so gently.
The forest... its whispers ease my mind, and make me feel.
The wolf... not even with family did I find such kinship.
Those beautiful heartbeats... of all those I hold dear.
For those to which a physical description is preferred, I leave these specifics, and not another thing without request:
I am 6 feet and 2.7 inches in heigth.
My flesh is pale, like my favorite light source. However, if this is in any way the only reason you seek assosciation with me, then you should consider yourself unfit to live. I've held countless feelings for many people, and each was unique.
My physique is neither thick nor muscled, though the tone is visible.
My eyes are akin to the stone Alexandrite (moonstone), in that they shift with lighting, from a pale blue, to deep green, and a light silver.
My wardrobe currently consists of mostly black and red colours.
This includes cargo-pants, bondage-pants, 1 pair of jeans, long and short button-up shirts, as well as many others. I also have a love for trenchcoats that will not die.
I have been "diagnosed" with bipolar disorder. I may say something to you at a time, and choose to regret it later. Understand. I shall not expect forgiveness from anyone. I do request it when reason permits.
An emotion is the only pure connection I maintain belief in anymore. I've been betrayed by family, friends, and even my own beliefs in the past. I've felt heartbreak, like anyone should experience in the passing of a lifetime, and know how to feel.
Should ever I make an acquaintance or friend of you, do not be silent with such frail things. Feel free to express exactly what you think and feel to me, and I shall make my response sincere. Be it a hatred, fear, or even something beautiful, please do not hide from me.
I tend to live in the night. I do not know why, for I find the most beautiful things in the sun and moon respectively. I find it a bit cliche, to be honest. Despite this, I still find more amazement when the sun falls than when it awakens.
I'm aware that this description is long, and had thought to apologize, but am now aware that if you are still reading, you do so, only because it is your desire.
I've been known to be cruel, when I thought I was being fair, and to be far to generous, when I should have been harsh. I simply have a hard time understanding why people need to hurt others for realizing their mistakes.
In other words, I am not consistent in all of my actions.
They say that you can learn a great deal about someone by the music they listen to.
To make it short, I'll list only a few bands in each genre. (or artists)
Darkwave: The Cruxshadows, The Birthday Massacre, Aural Vampire
Industrial: Angelspit, Ayria, and Combichrist
Symphonic Metal: Nightwish, Xandria, and Leave's Eyes
... Put simply, I listen to most genres and subgenres categorized as rock or metal... I also enjoy classical greatly, as well as many other forms of music. I do not, however, listen to mind-numbing stupidity. I don't entirely disregard genres, but to be fair... it is hard to hold certain ones (rap, ska, etc.) in high regard, due to the lack of meaningful lyrics, or inaudible vocals.
I think I've said more than enough. From this, it should be simple to decide whether or not I am worth a moment of your time.
So, let us talk. I'm sure that we could get along just fine, if only you are honest. I promise to return... within reason... as much deference as you grant me.
