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Just when you think, you left me blind, I will be creepin', right behind. Cuz baby if I need to, I will keep you in the corner of my eye.....
I am Loki, Norse God of Mischief, thought to be the boundry breaker or the boundries themselves. I have wreaked havoc for Odin and his fellow Gods and helped repair what I have instilled mayhem in. To those of you who should learn from me, or worship me, I take no followers, and accept no praise; I will do as I please and take nothing but my way. For those who wish to speak with me and find out what you want to believe, feel free, I have no connections and nowhere to call home anymore.
Sadness and sorrow, pain and suffering, only misery remains in my life. I have seen grim and met evil, I have encountered true abandonment and bliss. When you believe in nothing, and can prove nothing about others beliefs, nor can they give an explaination to them, how do you know what is right? How can you tell what is good and what is evil? Is there anyone who can show us what the truth is? Is there nothing that we should fight to believe in because it is true, or is it all myth, because no one can remember the first days of existance, and no one can tell you now how it truely all became.
I'm not one to pass judgement, nor am I one to take sides. In my eyes, there is no discrimination, no hate or racial crimes, because I hate everyone equally. There is only a hollow void, to which a return is impossible, and interception is inevitable. No one can find the truth if there is none to be found. We are all fed fiction and told it is the truth. The only beliefs we can hold are our own individualistic ones, to which we find comfort.
If you must know the truth, then all you will find is a lie, no one holds the real truth, and change is the only thing that is constant. Where we are is where we are headed, and where we are going is where we have been. Am I getting through to you? Am I making things perfectly clear? Are you making scense of what I am saying? You can count on no one not even yourself. If you wish to know more, I'd be happy to share, but be warned, I will only be able to complicate before you break through.......
Can I not be shared? Is the love I have to give not enough for the whole world? Can I not love one person with my entire being and share part of it with others that are close to me????
.....No, that is imposible. No one can stand for me to love them with all that I am, they have all run from me and left me in my darkest corner...alone.... When will there be someone created who can accept what I have to give them???....
Alright, its been a while but I am slowly trying to make my way back to the site, I just had a 45 day field problem cancled due to lack of funds in the fiscal year and my computer is FINALLY up again with internet, so..... HELLO HOUSE OF La Bella Oscuridad! Its nice to finally be able to meet you all and I will, all soon enough!
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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You Are 70% Normal (Really Normal) |
Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! |
Your Birthdate: September 8 |
Born on the 8th day of the month, you have a special gift for business, as you can conceive and plan on a grand scale. You have good executive skills and you're a good judge of values. You should try to own your own business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control. You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard. Idealistic by nature, you are never too busy to spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support are needed. There is much potential for material success associated with this number. |
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