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"Through me the way into the suffering city,
Through me the way to the eternal pain,
Through me the way that runs among the lost.
Justice urged on my high artificer;
My maker was divine authority,
The highest wisdom, and the primal love.
Before me nothing but eternal things were made,
And I endure eternally.
Abandon every hope, ye who enter here."



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Mark Hill

Left Alone

Left alone, he cried out
No one to hear him cry
No one to share the pain
Left alone, his tears shining
No one gave him comfort
No one told him to have no shame
Bottled inside, it festers, it grows
The shadow envelops his heart
Inside it chokes and until it goes
He will remain
Left alone
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Edgar Allan Poe [1829]


From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were- I have not seen
As others saw- I could not bring
My passions from a common spring-
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow- I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone-
And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone-

Then- in my childhood- in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still-
From the torrent, or the fountain-
From the red cliff of the mountain-
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold-
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by-
From the thunder, and the storm-
And the cloud that took the form
(When all the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
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Alone With My Thoughts
by Hope

Alone With My Thoughts

Here I was questioning
Closed in a lonely night
My mind contemplating
Before I began to write

Why was it I pondered
Inspiration disappeared
A mind wanting to write
It is what I had feared

Knowing I am capable
Shadows float wistfully
Still sat here pondering
What is wrong with me

In writing this all down
With aching heart to try
Inspiration had left me
I’m left to ponder why

Pensive was the mood
Of sadly searching you
I know not the reasons
My heart was left blue

It was never goodbyes
Only a fading gradually
Alone with my thoughts
Pondering where is he

Hope


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Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all convictions, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.

-William Butler Yeats
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It is a cruel world. I care still but do not know why,it does not make sense.I feel split inside and cry alone. I see from others views as well as my own and seem to attract those in pain. For i feel many pains myself. I see things others dont and it scares me or helps me. I am an old soul and unsure if any one can understand me past the physical level.

I bite not out of wanting to mostly but crave the feeling of flesh and blood. I wish for some one to care with out having to but only one does and he has left me to join the army... i sometimes feel abandoned due to this.

I have many questions and few answers for myself but seem to be able to answer others.
I find my gifts a curse as well as a pain. I get visions but not at will,it's draining.

I know part of my purpose...it is to help...but I feel I don't belong here. I feel between life and death but i am stubborn enough to not ever give up.

My family has these gifts as well but they are not spoken of exept between the one who forced me out upon the world and I.

I wonder if you see what lies behind the words
or carry on uncurious,unknowingly.
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Real Pain Can't Be Expressed In Words, Unfortunately To Many People Can Only Express Their Words In Pain..

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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Desolter

Lost amidst machines.
The blindness of the swollen moon.
The fractured sunlight, the fractured-
The burst future wept,
Betraying no emotion.
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Your Heart is Grey


What Color is Your Heart?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Angry Goth


What Kind of Goth Are You?
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Vampire: A creature of the night, you feed off the
blood of human beings to survive. You often
times feel like an outsider looking in on the
living. Just on the edge, but never fully a
part of the life you left behind when you where
embraced. You are a predator, and people are
your prey. You have all the time in the world
to plan out your un-life, but your sensations
are a pale mockery of what you once had in all
things save one, the feeding, the embrace, the
feel of blood as it flows into your body to
sustain you. It is the one thing that you can
feel fully, and you cling to it.


What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You?
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You are a shot! A shot of anything! Vodka, Whiskey,
Gin...bring it on! You're
strong...impacting...and believe me you have an
effect on everyone you come across. You tangle
with people's minds like crazy. You change
personalities and make people crazy. Keep it
up, you've got everyone wrapped around your
persuasive little finger.


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Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.


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