I am a Scorpio and my moon sign is Taurus and Yes I am stubborn as hell, sometimes it does suck but hey i can control it the best I do. My oldest son is a Taurus, my Father is a Taurus. My youngest son is my little Scorpio like me. So I am surrounded by bullheadedness alot of the time. I am very happy to be the person I am. I get alot of respect because I show it how it should be shown in order to earn it in return, It is a great feeling of accomplishment to have that. I am not a vampire and i do not claim to be. I believe in the elements and the Mother Earth as th greatest thing alive, and let me tell you She has beauties that still amaze me. I am not that old but i have seen and experienced alot of things in my time in this life. I also believe that we do get reborn, If this is not what you believe then i can understand that because everyone believes in something different, and also have experienced things that could teach even the oldest soul something new. I am a firm believer in respect and cultural diversity, I enjoy meeting new people and do hope that I meet really great friends that I can give and recieve advice with. I have already experienced a few that I consider great friends and people.(you might kow who you are;) ) I have read some really good profiles on here already and to the people that have writing abilities, Keep writing. There was one that made me tear up because it was an actual story and it had so much heart felt emotions being pushed around and i could really relate to it. So I only have one request that if you are reading this than awesome I really appreciate it and it is good to know that someone takes the time to read instead of just rating to get the points or whatever but my request is to read and respond it makes a person feel good about what they have taken the time to write down and share with others. I know how it feels to be outspoken and nobody give a damn. Truelly just be yourself and good things will come if you are a naturally deep down respectful person. :)
I will tell you right now that I am not interested in a relationship but role playing is fun. I am down to earth, open minded, mysteriously intriuging some people would say. I love to read, write, and draw. I have 2 sons my oldest though, he is in love with skateboards and the incredible hulk oh and halo. I love music preferably metal and all kinds of metal, But I listen to alot of different stuff I guess it all depends on my mood. I get along with almost every single person I meet and enjoy getting to know people. I have OCD for good spelling, but I dont always know how to spell some words and it drives me insane a little. I have some poetry but I lost it all in a road crash and i dont remember alot of them and I dont think I will be putting too much stuff in my journal, but I will a little. Well, I kinda have to go for now and I wish I could stay and tell you all a little more about my likes and dislikes but I guess it will have to wait untill I have more time. So, as I retire I bid thee fare well for now and thanks for visiting. I hope you enjoyed your stay in my mind, and return sometime to chat or even to just read. :) Appreciated always. Let me know if you add me so I can return the favor. :)
Pagan pride
In darkness you paint us, but we will not hide.
Were light of the country in which you abide,
Were fearless and strong, and protectors of life,
Hidden in the shadows, we conquer all strife
We come from the Old Ones, our linage secure,
We rise from the ashes, we always endure,
Its time you remembered that we were here first,
We healed your sick, yet suffered your worst.
From time immemorial we've women our lore,
Cunning folk, healers, benandanti there's more.
Were black and were white, were brown and were yellow,
Were women and children, and mighty fine fellows.
Were her hidden children, the angels of light,
Our task is to teach and to help set things right.
We conjure and cast, and whisper and pray
So you can enjoy your freedom each day.
We've long been your army, protecting your back,
When you are in trouble, in secret we act.
The mother is watching she hasn't missed much.
Shes gathered Her magick and given the touch,
To Witches and Pagans and Druids and such!
The times are a changing and one thing is clear
The lord and the lady have now reappeared.
Two pillars, three points, four quarters extend
Five is the number of magickal blend.
By moon and by sun, by earth and by stars
Realize this day that the power is ours!
Pagan pride
Live it, breathe it, be it!
I slept a thousand slumbers, Gaurded by them midnights veil. Laid on roses and distant thunder, Vampiric remains, fragile and pale, I listened to them sounds carried on them winds, As I dreamed of eternal sleep and crimson sins. The taste of soft of virginal flesh confusing my senses, Bound to this sepulchre made of natural fences. The touch of your warmth while my senses ignite. The loss of your life and heartbeats that stop. To rise from your grave. Reborn heir of darkest nights. Yet you are so far and I lay so deep. These shattered remains, what graves like to keep. No Demon could ever imagine what i would do, To ressurect to moonlight and come after you. So I remained sleeping and you sought to wake. As the memories of your taste made me forget the stake. Which kept me from rising, kept me from thriving. And centuries had pasted in visions of a virgin. I felt you close even after all these years. When the sound of your whisper told me you were near. And like never before I felt so awake, I were to break out of this coffin and splinter this stake. My claw like nails dig into ebony planks. Rotting wood in splinters , dead earth fall to my face. As I dug through what kept me away from your touch, my senses set for consuming your precious blood. The light of the moon gently caressed. My demon-like skin as the rim of my sepulchre I passed crippled and decayed I came to my feet. As for the first time our eyes would meet. You still held the beauty of a thousand deaths. That malicious scent of a virgin on your arousing breath. That glow in your eyes, like stolen from hell with arms wide spread as in your embrace i fell. "Those endless nights i sat by your grave, dreaming to kiss you my vampiric slave. It seemed like never this moment would come, For you to be resurrect and we to become one." Your voice in my head seemed like cracks of thunder, what i missed so dearly as i lay six feet under. No devil could imagine what this moment i felt when cloaked in your arms before you i knelt. "Be my bride, my Countess of dusk, let us rule the night together in cruelty and lust. Share my passion, this need for crimson sin. And last for all time let the age of Darkness begin. "I could have sworn a lonesome tears escaped your eye. As my words passed my lips in the dead of the night. As you pulled me close, decayed cheek to your breast, Grave stained arms moving in for an endless caress. "I'll be your bride so we'll never be apart, those centuries of lonliness broke my very heart. How could i bare to lose you again. The pain of despair would drive me insane. Take my warm sweet blood, feed on me now. So we can stay together my Vampiric Count. And the skies seemed to darken the moon as i kissed Her virginal neck of euphoric bliss. Softly she groaned as i fed on her most precious. Her warmth soothing my body. Releasing the vicious., that monster in me, that demon in love. With the bride of Darkness night in virginal cloth. I almost forgot the taste of fresh blood, As i was tight to my grave, left to rot. Yet at the first drop caressed my lips All the craving vanished, a total eclipse. Did she know what gift she had offered? What dream she fulfilled as i fed on her life and her body chilled? As she passed the boundaries of life into death? As my neck got caressed by her final breath? Maybe one day she would understand what magik is kept I your being damned. The kiss of Nosferatu a gift beyond life. As bless ever so sacred for being my wife. While only the stars witness your decay.You become the most erotic creature so disgusted by day. A seedling in blood, a child of the night. Nocturnal predator, nymphonic delight. As my lips left your throat, your skin had turn pale. As you fell to my grave all life had embarked. Your eyes dressed in death, your touch so frail. A picturesque beauty, cloaked in lifeless veil. I fell to my knees once more and cried. For never before I saw such beautiful sight. As you lay there sleeping, the countess of graves Most erotic sepulchre that ever touched my gaze your eyes began to flutter as you passed nocturnal slumber. The curse of being damned took over you like thunder your lips seemed to tremble your eyes burned like fire. As slowly you woke to crimson desire. "Blood is what i crave, my hunger so enormous. I could tear apart this crypt due to bloodlust. Please, my beloved grant me a sip, a drop of crimson sin, I now am your Bride, have the reign of blood begin." like never before I felt so alive As you come back from the dead to become my vampiric wife. We would drink from throats so soft and warm while in between we would love each other under midnights charm. My dream come true my desire fulfilled Share eternity with you without shame or guild. Nocturnal lover we'd be forever more. A Count and his Countess ruling bloodshed shores. "Come my beloved, The night cals our names I'll feed you desiresfor blood in sexual games. You are as am I, now and for all time Children of Lady Bathory, partners in crime. We shall live forever on without any limit, A match made in hell, Yet nonetheless vivid. We belong together like blood, sex, and dusk. And nothing shall ever do part the beloved us." So i took your hand, so pleasantly cold As we vanished into the night, beware and behold. For maybe one day our pray you might be. Your blood, our desire, our thirst your disease. No need to woe no need to cry, For we are superior creatures for now and all time. Blessed with never ending life and beauty so pale. Nocturnal breed, dressed in crimson veil.
Carpathian Poetry by Andreas Herbskind 2007
Blessed be my feet, that take me on my path.
Blessed be my knees, that support me before the Divine.
Blessed be my abdomen, that give me inner strength.
Blessed be my breast, that hold my heart true to them.
Blessed be my lips, that speak the secret names.
Blessed be my eyes, that see the beauty of their love.
Blessed be my mind, that seeks their knowledge and their wisdom.
