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i am not new to this website
but thank you for your kindness

its been a while since i logged into vampirerave
and so much has changed since my last visit

i dont only mean here but also on my personal life.

i started this new account because im the sort of chick that doesnt express herself basically keeps to herself and due to recent events i seem to be clossing my self more and more to the outside world. and i realize thats not good.......

i guess this sounds really fucking weird and im sorry. i swear im not usually this crazy.

im usually that type of girl that you see thats always so quiet and looks so shy and innocent by herself but when shes with her friends shes so damned loud and annoying and youre basically left thinking to yourself:
"wheres the mute button on her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
or my other favorite
"some one tape her down to that chair, quick!!!!!!!"

im usually very random and weird, kinda crazy or some like to say fucking weird

ill be shy someone quiet then with time ill just be weird and loud lol

i enjoy reading the tarot cards, im not a professional or anything barely learning but its something that i love doing.
i want to one day learn how to read palms as well for now though im just going to try to learn the tarot cards first. ^_^

ive always enjoyed writting my own novels, or should i say stories since i always basically get halfway done with it before i get writters block and start on a new one......*sigh*..........

i used to write poetry but sadly that seems to have stopped....

i always enjoy meeting new people, and speaking to basically everyone
i will admit there are times that i just want to spend time to myself but for the most part i wish there where more of me so that i could spend time with every one and still get time to relax
maybe one day that will happen but for now ill keep day dreaming lol

im a huge day dreamer as well.. but im also a down to earth type of person...kind of confussing but it works at times

for now ill just go back to being queit
thank you and blessed be