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my name is amanda, im 22 years old and live in texas. im a very easy person to get along with and i dont judge. im currently unemployed but its not from the lack of trying its this stupid sucky ass economy.

i like to read, mostly fantasy stuff. i also like to read into history and mythology.as a matter of fact when im able i plan to go to college to study ancient times and mythology and religious history(maybe). i like anne rice books of course but my favorite all time author is edgar allan poe i can relate to his writings. ironically my last name is poe too although im not sure if im related.

the kind of music i listen to varies. i listen to everyone from creed to pearl jam to lady antabellium to metallica to insane clown posse.

i watch tv. my favorite shows are of course true blood and the vampire diaries. i also watch sons of anarchy three and a half men, family guy, hells kitchen, gangland, 1,000 ways to die, deadliest warrior. i also love watching t.n.a wrestling over wwe raw....

i dont act like something im not. im not a a badass ill confess that upfront. honestly i try to avoid things that scare the holy hell out of me which i dont think is a whole awful lot but they are out there. i dont like pissing people off. it also takes a lot to make me mad. i dont take things people say to heart so it doesnt bother me that much for that long.

i dont get out alot. its not because i really dont want to i just dont. i also dont know a lot people. most of my friends are older than me. my roommates right now are 45 and 47. i dont mind because i like how they give me advice for the world that they have lived in longer than me. and im a person that takes advice very seriously. (since i made my profile i have moved into my own place with my sister whos my age)

im different from most girls. i mean this by i dont wear makeup to often, and i dont really like to. i dont dress to impress. i wear what i want how i want and where i want and i dont care what people say. i dont carry a purse around. to me they just get in the way and are very annoying. i have resulted to carrying a wallet in my back pocket on a chain. its a lot lighter and a lot less annoying and easier to use. and i also dont wear jewelry, especially diamonds. its not because i dont like them or think their pretty i just dont like wearing them. some people think im gay because of all of this but im not. im straight and interested in the opposite sex

but anyway i have always had a dark side. everyday i put on a mask for everyone around me but they dont see the feelings that are inside me. i have a hole deep inside that i dont know how to fill. its kinda like an empty feeling type thing. i walk around alone it seems like cause i dont know how to express or confess my inner self. ive been hurt and have had too many people taken from me that makes me have a never ending pain that keeps my mind way too full. i have trust issues. im lonely and im looking for someone to care.

please dont be shy to message me. say whatever you want i can take both comments and disses

also i read that theres something about being mentored im not sure what it means but if anyone wants to mentor me let me know that you do and what i have to do to accept