I just graduated from high school in 2010. Senior year was my favorite year; the others were full of death. I’m not sure what I’m going to be doing now. College is my dream, I want to be an audio and video editor for anything, but a music video editor is my dream. I just saw my dad for the first time in 9 years and met my step-mom for the first time. It was one of the few times that I remember being truly happy, without any depressing thoughts.
My life has been full of hospitals and doctors and I’m sick of it. I’m not sure where I stand on a lot of things; my mind says one thing, when my heart says another. I can be very confusing to others and myself at times, but I am trying to work on that. It’s hard to change into want you want to be, when all of the people around you are trying to picture you as what you have always been.
I found who I was in senior year. But now that that year is gone, I’ve lost all of that, and I need to start anew.
"Benji has never been the brightest crayon is the box, now has he?"- Joel Madden
"As long as everything goes wrong."- Gustav Shaffer
"The best birthday present I ever got was ten minutes after I was born." - Tom Kaulitz
"If you don't go to high school you will definitely go to jail."
"I'd rather be a creature of the night than an old dude."
"So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window" ---Gerard Way
"Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive..." ---Gerard way
Good Charlotte, Tokio Hotel, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Simple Plan, Cinema Bizarre, Eminem, Lady Gaga, Blink 182, Paramore, Panic! At The Disco
The Vampire Kisses, Night World, Dark Visions, David Pelzer, the Vampire Diaries, Holes
Sweeny Todd, Eurotrip, Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Head in the Clouds
Criss Angle: Mindfreak, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, Friends, The Nanny
