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Definition of my username: Green happens to be my last name and darkling because I'm dark at heart.

I'm Brian, and I'm here because in my life Ive felt this darkness inside me. Its this writhing angry pain I feel from some source I can't begin to describe. Its hard to be isolated where I'm at, my only solace is the internet, its my haven, its where I read on anything I desire to know. I dont follow any religion. I call myself a free thinker cause I don't always agree with everything the world sets.

I have a morbid sense of taste. I'm kind to a fault but once hurt, write your own sentence because in my book, anyone that abadones their friends is the worst kind of scum.

I love my family beyond hell that we live with endlessly. So darkest greetings to any that come upon this profile. Looking forward to finding more on this outlook of my life. As my sister says, the world is full of hate, but every day is a gift, no matter the cost.

So I grew up with a dad who's unbringing makes him unpredictable. Most of the time I end up being the father, my mom is not home very often. She works to pay the bills. I babysit my brothers and sisters all the time so I hardly have any privacy which is ok on some levels.

Though its strange, my best friends are my therapist and my sisters. Without them I wouldnt be able to know how to even interact with others.

Ive been described as the best friend anyone could ask for and the worst person to get ticked off. I do alot of brooding and considering that I like never sleep it dont help that most things can set met off. I do mean well. I'm just such a loner at heart and I don't care what anyone thinks of me. I feel like the outsider looking in at everyones lives. I dont truelly belong I just brood and watch and mostly just protect.

Yea I know my profile sux. lol so if anyone feels generous teaching me coding. It'll be very slow going.