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Hey, I'm Lynette, I am sixteen years old living alone with my father and a lot of animals.
I don't limit my self to one group or style. I have my own style and the people of the world are my group. To me each person is a canvas. Every night you are wiped clean so that the next day you can paint a new picture. sometimes the paint might stain but you can just keep working at it and it will come off. Nothing is ever rely permanent. Not even death. I want to be burned when I die. Burned so that I may rise up from my ashes and be set free. I’m not scared to die. I embrace death. I wait for it patiently. Because when I die Ill die knowing that I lived each day to the fullest and Din not hold back any thing. I said what I wanted to say, I did what I wanted to do ,I lived how I wanted to live and nothing held me back.
My mother never meant to have me. I was a mistake. Not just a mistake but also a punishment. My mother believes that “God” is punishing her with a child from hell(me) for having an abortion when she was 18. As a young child I was always sick in some way mainly with ear infections or a high fervor witch for a child as small as I was due to an early birth that was a big deal. But nothing could have prepared her for what happened next.
One day my mother was feeding me wile my father was trying to make me smile. Everything was going good until all of a sudden my head began to drop and I seemed unable to pick it up. My mother called to my father who was now enjoying his own dinner saying “billy there is something wrong with her!” He quickly got up and rushed by my side and to his horror found that I was not breathing. Having been in the army for 20 years(at the time) he knew what to do. He quickly grabbed me and began stimulation exercises and in a few moments that seemed like hours I was breathing again. He handed me to my mother and instructed her to call for an ambulance. She frightened that it mite happen again said ”What am I suppose to do with her?” Distrustfully, he took me back into his arms and went to put on a T-shirt. He saved my life many times that night before the ambulance finely arrived. Sadly, this was not the end of such experiences. We had several more nights similar to that one.
My father was so scared for my life, he would always sleep with his hand on my chest just to make sure I was still breathing in the night. Till this very day he checks on me every night just to make sure that I'm OK. My mother on the other hand was scared to love me and still is to this day. The thinks that if she loves me that I'll die. So she doesn’t.
• Singing
• Dancing
• Acting (Stage)
• Modeling (Non pro)
• swimming
• Reading
• Writing
• Meeting new people
• New Friends
• Turning junk into something useful
• Sweet Guys
• X box (Video games)
• Computer games
• Comic Books (Sometimes)
• Manga
• White teeth
• Jackets
• Trying new things
• MUSIC
• Trees
• Fashion (Goth)
• Learning
• Teaching
• Art (All forms)
• MMA
• UFC
• Being read to
• Fixing things
• Solving problems/puzzles
• Riddles
• Romance
• Complements
• Cold weather
• Ect.
• Flays
• PB+J
• Bugs that sting
• Lairs
• Fakes
• Hot weather
• People who think they are better
• Snobs
• Arrogance
• Ankle bitters
• Mean people
• Buses
• Physiologists
• Radiologists
• Cat Scans
• prying
• Fire drills
• Loud noises (Expt. Music)
• Guns
• Lazybones
• Pop ups
• Telemarketers
• Outrages
• Labels
• Liquid Tylenol
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• As I lay dieing
• Ashes Divide
• Behemoth
• Cannibal Corps
• Dissection
• Ensiferum
• Evanescence
• eXilia
• Lamb of god
• Marilyn Manson
• Metallica
• Mudvayne
• Neurosonic
• Nile
• Pantera
• Paramore
• Protest the hero
• Scapegoat Wax
• Sevendust
• Shadows Fall
• Sick Puppies
• Slayer
• Slipknot
• Stayic-X
• Suffocation
• Symphony X
• System of a down
• Tool
• Trivium
• That's so Goth
• Websters Dictionary
• Uncle Vampire
• What dreams may come
• The shattered mirror
• Forbidden Fruit
• Tempted
• Inkheart
• The complete works of Edgar Allan Poe
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hide
Too many to name
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