Let's get physical:
I'm 6'2"- My hair is somewhere between dark brown and black and long(barely past my shoulders). I have my eyebrow pierced, and my lip pierced, but I plan on getting more...The more the better, right?
I dress dark, if it's not in black, it's a dark shade of blue, or a blood red. If it's not one of those colors, I probably won't be wearing it.

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Interests:
I love to write poetry, only if its dark and/or morbid, though. ;) (you can find that in my journal). I love computer games and video games, Rock Band is my favorite video game. I like cooking/baking, music of course, photography, picture manipulating...a little bit of 3D animation/flash animation when I'm bored...Not much TV, except for Invader Zim(GIR!!) and Buffy...and of course talking to Kat(who did my profile for me) ;)

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Past:
I've tried college, couldn't stand what I went for, which was multimedia design or something like that.
I've been through my own personal hell that's made me into the charming individual I am now. for the most part I wouldnt change anything. The few things I've wanted to change I've been working on and so far I couldnt be happier.

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Now:
I work overnight stock for a grocery store, which is great considering I was an insomniac before this, now I just get paid for it. :p On my time off from work I enjoy being with friends and doing stuff I like(see interests)

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That's my favorite picture of my friend Kat.

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This is some artwork I've done:





Writing:
Euphoric Damnation
My life is dim,
Desolate,
Plagued.
Abandoned to the streams of time,
Forever lost in the serene obscurity.
Left only with the shadows of my mind,
And the echoes of voices long since vanished.

While lost in the madness I have no sway,
Of what will torment or grace me.
And one day,
What may bring ecstasy to my hollow soul.
Will do nothing but torment my fragile essence

So as I float through the streams of time,
With my Plagued,
Desolate,
Corrupted soul.
I implore whoever may find me,
Please leave me to my euphoric damnation

Twilight Descent
I
They filled him with hope,
that life is a gift
and should be enjoyed.
The bliss of the warmth and glow
of the setting sun,
the sweet melodious song of the Nightingale,
the majestic mountains that stand forever,
a glorious rainbow after the renewing rainstorm.
We should take pleasure in these
simple things they said
happiness is found through life
and shouldn't be lost.

II
But he belies these thoughts,
He only sees the twisted nether.
how the night devours the day,
the destruction wrought by a thunderstorm,
how he's rejected, isolated, and forgotten.
How he was used by others, just a tool
so others could achieve an end.
he has heard that to be forgotten
is worse than to die.
and he couldn't agree more.

III
Nothing ever came easy in life,
Why should this be different.
There is the pain that will come
but it shall pass,
Just as his presence did while he was here.
A few will weep and shed grief filled tears
for the lost one.
but most will forget,
and move on.
There is also the fear,
is there anything beyond?
can it be worse than this?
despite all these questions,
he has already made his decision.

IV
Darkness and silence,
they will be plentiful.
No one to forget him,
No one to reject him.
These earthly pains shall consume him no more,
the numbness will make sure of that
with all fears aside he moves forward
into eternal silence,
and eternal bliss.
he closes his eyes
and embraces his final descent into the twilight.

V
we all succumb to the eternal sleep,
some remembered
others forgotten.
But no matter who you are,
One thing remains the same,
The twilight will come,
and it can't be avoided.

Stitches
The feelings of emptiness,
It fills my soul.
The feelings of love,
It fills my soul.
There is nothing I can do.
Please help me,
It's all I ask.
Hold me my love
It's all I ask,
Hold me as I slowly begin,
Begin to stitch up the emptiness inside me.
Take my hand my love,
And fill my being with life.
Hold me my love,
Take my hand my love,
And never let go.