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Born March 14th 1981. Reborn February 8th 2003. My life was unguided and had no meaning until that day. One person changed my life in the blink of an eye....and he did it all by lifting one finger and opening his eyes. When our eyes met i felt warmth on my skin and a shiver thru my body...i fell to one knee. Never before has someone had such an impact on my life. Then suddenly i realized i was not alone anymore...all my unguided paths had signs..more importantly my life had meaning.

Now you think i speak of a "god" or some false idealistic faith...look agin i speak of a child...a child that’s now only 2yrs of age...a mirror image of my self...my son.

That was the first day i got to see my son. Unlike most parents i had to wait 13 months from the time he was conceived to even touch hold or even gaze upon. No there was nothing wrong with him, nor i. I was in the military at that time and couldn’t come home...I regret not being at the birth but believe the impact of me not being there was greater on the day i did first see him for that reason. And for that im truly thankful.

With an instant i woke...
my fear...
my aloneness...
all the pain, emptiness ,hatred and grief gone...
"How could this be"
"How can this possibly..."
then i knew...
the image was so clear...
me first seeing you...
two tears from my eyes...
the first takes...
my fear...
my aloneness...
all the pain, emptiness, hatred and grief...
"But still why is..."
then as the second tear falls to the earth it then takes the confusion of it all.
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OK..more about me..hmmm lemme see well im 6ft (72in) mid-athletic build I have brownish hair and bright blue eyes. Spend most my free time with my son which i have custody of. his mother is a crackwhore..no really she is. Now im not bashing anyone that does crack or whatever your poison of choice(i was guilty of waking with the X-head too)...but come on you buy the drug..the drug doesn't buy you, so there should be no reason you cant walk away from it. Now from the picture i dont look all Dark and Gothic but what i feel inside i shouldnt have to prove by reflecting it on the outside. And besides i was in the military so i had to get use to the clean cut look. Did 4 yrs in the Marines 99'-03'...now before anyone ask(if any care) lemme go ahead and say i can't confirm nor deny the possibility of someone losing life or limb while i was in Mozambique or Afghanistan. Sorry I get asked that a lot.

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Music i enjoy: Opeth, Mudvayne, Pantera, 5.0(really good band) Chevelle
Hobbies: Drawing, playing pool, paintball, drinking, paintball while drinking, and most importantly quality time w/ my son (he tortures me w/ Caillou, blues clues...basicly everything on PBS)...but I still love him. Almost forgot...Halo2.
Artist of Choice: Dali(a truly gifted artist), Paul Booth
Favorite Movies: anything w/ suspense
Disliked Movies: porns w/ plots...I mean come on no one wants to see them “TRY” to act
Smokes: newports when i drink
Drinks: Beer when i smoke newports
Biter?: personaly i belive it can be sexy and such given the right time and place...deffinatly wouldn't want love bites if we were in the middle of an argument of some sort...but yea it can surly make an passionate momment more intimate.




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Justice and Morality: You believe in doing what is
right for others and maybe even for yourself.
People would consider you one with good morals,
and someone who would not let them down.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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Take the quiz: "Which character from a horror film are you?"

Jack Ferriman (from Ghost Ship)
Jack Ferriman may seem innocent, but he lures people to a lost ship where he kills them and collects their souls. Who'd have guessed?


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You are known to be a perfectionist and fuss over
every little thing. You are stubborn once the
decision is made and set high standards for
others. You like to work by yourself and
sometimes have difficulty expressing yourself.


What's Your Disorder ?
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mmm that’s it for now I’ll add more later..