Dehspair's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Hello.
Do not take my name the wrong way, I am in no way in Despair. But the name does describe me in the most obvious ways.
It is part of me, it is the force that drives me, the force that also causes my falls.

I am like a chameleon, were I have my own personality and my own views, but I can blend into any group. Only few people know me in my truest form, and only those I feel worthy will know my true name.

I love to talk and learn, and I am always up for a conversation about anything with anyone. I write and am getting back into directing, food and film are my two passions.

My family are the most important people in my life. Especially my brothers.

"Only those who are blind can truely see..."

I have always been insterested in the occult, and the darker side of life. Vampires are as much a part of me as the schooling that I've taken.

I have never seen Vampires in the light that they are now seen, in old text's and stories Vampires were not much unlike regular human people. Almost a Species themselves an evolved human state.

I am considered random, by a vast many people. I am very creative and love to use that gift for anything I can, and I also go away from the norm, well to some degree. I don't dress in goth, nor do I hang my pants well below the crack of my ass. However my ideals and beliefs are somewhat... strange to some. Considered 'old' and 'out of date'.

But I would not change or conform for anything... not anymore.

~I Do Not Believe In Standard Beauty... There Is No Beauty Without Strangeness.~

Think about it... Isn't it funny that everyone one rebels in exatly the same way? Even those who don't want to conform, end up conforming to a specific idea of how not to conform... anyways I'm trailing perhaps I will continue this in my journal... anywho...

I express myself as I see fit... and that is the true non-confomaty.

Always In Search Of Knowledge, Knowledge Is Power

I am a writer and director and hope to show my ideas to the world. I have been directing since highschool and specialize in the field of Horror and Thriller... of course : )
I think film is one of the most amazing ways to portray a story, and it takes skill and determination to do it proporly.

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