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I am a social out cast and I've always been. In a word a freak of nature. Even in church the other children would laugh and tease me, because I was different. The world can be a mean place to live. I was broken at birth and the challenge became goal to be a better person. Myself well I am down to earth, opened minded and willing to try new things. I almost died 5 years ago, and have a grip about death and very comfortable with death. Dating women or wrenches have been a issue to me, because some of the time, the wrong ones. My heart have been broken so many times that the crazy glue and duck tape, just doesn't work, and it breaks again. Dam it! But the show must go on.
I always been broken, from th' time that I be born an' e'en today. I grew up havin' a ADHD, learnin' disabities an' speech impediment. Goin' t' school an' church be nay fun at all. Th' children would tease me an' make fun o' me. I be different then them. I would cry all th' time, on accoun' o' I be th' freak o' nature.
At homeport 't got worse, me dad be an alcoholic. Me mom would leave an' think that nothin' would happen t' me brother an' me, but she be wrong. Me dad would come homeport from th' bar, an' physically abuse me brother an' I. Me brother got th' worst o' 't. I didna on accoun' o' I be special. I hated that word. Th' word special be meant fer me disability. I did somethin' wrong at dinner. Me dad told me t' get a branch from a plum tree. He then beat me from th' heel o' me feet t' th' aft o' me neck. I started t' hate life an' myself. Me dad past away 10 voyages later. I did forgive th' father, when he sailed' t' th' grave.
Th' lasses in me life, be good an' nay so good. Well me first beauty be th' greatest. She loved me, fer me, an' that be cool. I didna be seein' that she truely love me fer me an' I didna be seein' that. So we broke up. Me second beauty be great when I be at homeport, but when I be away. She would go ou' t' bars an' sleep wi' other men. I e'en found condoms in th' hangin' planters, then we broke up. Then th' phone rang an' I found ou', that she be bunkin' wi' th' lass' own dad. Th' first buxom beauty wasn`t better. She bunked around when I be at work. Then I found ou' that she bunked wi' th' repair man. I be wonderin' why I had such a great discount. Th' discount be me buxom beauty. So I divorce th' lass' after 5 voyages o' that mess. Th' second buxom beauty be crazy, but I didna know that until I married th' lass'. Th' shower be a wonderful place t' cry. Then I would get ou' o' th' shower, she would point at me triggs an' berry an' yo ho ho at me again. Aft t' th' shower again. She e'en put me cat Cosmo in a cage, when I be a work. Th' oddest thin' about th' lass', when I got homeport she would move th' tragedy mask off th' wall. Th' comdy mask be still on th' wall. So I told th' lass' "'t time fer a separation". When I be leavin' th' lass', I slipped on th' hade deck an' broke me femur. Well, she served me divorce papers at th' hospital. I called th' lass' an' asked th' lass' why, she spake that I be nay goin' t' get ou' o' th' hospital that soon, since I be havin' a broken femur. I be so happy that she be gone.
Th' pain goes on. I had a truck wreck 5 voyages ago. I drove 75 miles an hour an' flipped me truck over. I broke me femur again. Broke me pelvis, punctured both lungs, blood ou' 16 pints o' blood from an open artery, behind me port knee an' be in a coma fer about a week. After me accident I ben really comfortable wi' Davy Jones' locker an' understand 't. Th' good thin' be that a grave yard can be so peaceful an' nay drama. I did re-learn how t' keel haul again an' be havin' some what o' a life. I be blessed wi' a beautiful daughter that love me fer me an' I love th' daughter fer th' daughter. Th' good thin' be, that she be gothic too.
I kinda sailed' aftwards on this one, Oh well. We all make be own Hea'en an' Hell. I already told about me hell. I sailed' threw. Hea'en be a grand place. I help an' assist other crewmaties too be havin' a better life. I be a mental health assistant teacher. Helpin' them cope wi' thier mental health issue or Severe Mental Illness. At first I want t' know them, fer them. I dasn't go by th' co'er o' a book. Flesh be flesh. I want know them by who they be, on th' inside. Then help them cope wi' th' issue at hand. Teach livin' skills an' vocational skill. So they can be havin' a better life. I also worked wi' touble youths an' help them wi' thier in high school stuff an' get them into a job, an' off th' streets.
Now I be a volunteer at th' hospital an' help nurse wi' thier patients. I got ou' o' th' mental health job. Now I be a surveillance agent. 'Tis interestin'. I do be havin' 2 beautiful lasss an' they great. I studies medieval arts an' a member o' two medieval squadrons, fer about 10 voyages now. I do belong t' a seafarin' hearty guild an' I play drums. I also set up ren-fairs in Las Vegas, Nv. an' Bullhead City, Az. Its always fun t' dress up. We all be havin' issues in our ever' tide life, but its how we deal wi' them. Blessed be t' all.
