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Good day to you, I am the Dark Jester, my name that I am referred to is Natasha, though some call me Tasha.

I love to draw and write, anything mostly darker things though. I've always been drawn to the darker side of everything and find myself quite comfortable there. As you can see in my journal I write alot about darkness and death, but those are the things that fascinate me and writing it is like my escape from the darkness that as engulfed my mind. Escape is all what we need sometime.

Like I had said before we all need to escape sometimes in our short but sometimes rewarding lives. Wether its self harm, drugs, writing, drawing, or even death. I do smoke and drink, but its my way of escape if I can write or draw, not that I'm a heavy smoker or anything, but it calms me down and lets me let go most of the things that are already on my mind and that helps me open my door to my mind and thats when I can write or draw my most darkest, or interesting things


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I like to bite and other kinky stuff like that, I just find it more entertaining then the usual things. Though most people seem to look at me weird because of it, I could careless what they all think, after all everyone is entitled to there own opinion and no matter what you do your never going to change there way of thinking.


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Death, in my point of view is just another way of escaping reality and something to embrace. After all in death there is no more things to worry about, no more stress, pain is all gone. Just eternal sleep and solitude. Me, being an Athiest, I think that death is something not to fear after all there is nothing after death, but also not something to look forward to. After all I'm not saying that you should die when you get a chance, but when the times come not to be afraid and let the eternal numbness embrace you and let go of all your worries and close your eyes and sleep.

Drawing is my passion, my drawing are like my children. There something I created on my own, and no one can change it. Drawing is the one of the ways I can escape from my reality. My creations are my pride and joy, they give me a sence of pride in my self. To think that I created something by myself. And that's is sometimes what I need to keep myself going on.


You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.


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Anime and manga are some of the things I also enjoy. My favorite Manga would be Angel Sactuary, below you can see a passage from it. And my favorite anime i would say be Hellsing.

"Does it really matter? Gender, race, class? Preconceptions, morals. What's the fun in being tied down by things like that?

Destruction, the sweet liquor named original sin, banned by "god" The gate of pleasure, an invitation to the Bacchanals.

Woman with woman, men with men, parents with children, brothers withs sisters. Men with other men's wives, men with animals. Mixing together, stealing, killing. Living thier own dersires. Until you get bored, until you are nothing but white bone, just ripping each other apart.

Look at the true form of your beloved land and children You still think this capital will flourish!

And then caught by "god's" anger, the city was burned to the ground by sulfer and flames from heaven. "

~Belial

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