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Greetings, Im BloodTear....I am currently a student in college, I am majoring in Forensic Science....which is very interesting....I must say it does hold my attention....Let me share a moment, something that I would of never thought posible.....I was with 5 other students up in conroe and we were observing an autopsy...there were three bodies on racks ready to be gutted (and that is exactly how they put it) the one they were workin on and two others.....well everyone was enthralled in the cutting of the flesh...I know I was....when something very, very bizare happened....one of the bodies sat straight up and opened one eye....and as it was lifting up it made a horrific sound....well of course I was ready to run...but my legs wouldnt move nor could I scream....the smell was sooo bad...not even the vicks smelling stuff they use didnot mask the stench.....I kept telling myself "I need to get out of here" over and over....then the Dr's started to laugh...and said that it was very common...some bodies contract when rigormortis sets in...the growl was the gas escaping from already rotting insides....

I have 2 piercings, my tounge and my belly button.
I have 1 Tattoo...the Godsmack sun between my shoulder blades

"Darkling I listen, and for many a time I have been half in-love with easeful
death, called him soft names in many a mused rhyme."

Carnival

I've walked these streets
a virtual stage
it seemed to me
make up on their faces
actors took their
places next to me

I've walked these streets
in a carnival
of sights to see
all the cheap thrill seekers
the vendors and the dealers
they crowded around me

have I been blind
have I been lost
inside my self and
my own mind
hypnotized
mesmerized
by what my eyes have seen?

I've walked these streets
in a spectacle of wealth and poverty
in the diamond markets
the scarlet welcome carpet
that they just rolled out for me

I've walked these streets
in the mad house asylum
they can be
where a wild eyed misfit prophet
on a traffic island stopped
and he raved of saving me

have I been blind
have I been lost
inside my self and
my own mind
hypnotized
mesmerized
by what my eyes have seen?

have I been wrong
have I been wise
to shut my eyes
and play along
hypnotized
paralyzed
by what my eyes have found
by what my eyes have seen
what they have seen?

have I been blind
have I been lost
inside my self and
my own mind
hypnotized
mesmerized
by what my eyes have found
in that Haight street carnival
in that carnival?
Natalie Merchant(Carnival)

They say, "You dont look dark." and I smile and lean my head to the side..."I dont think darkness is only an outward appearance....I think it comes from within and reflects how we accept it in our everyday lives." Looking to the ground, "How can you see me crying, dying inside?"

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