CONTAINS SEX, DRUGS, AND VIOLENCE!!!!
Now I have your attention, please...stay a while.
For fear of
wrath or crappy ratings I really don't care but has anyone actually got ANYTHING interesting or ORIGINAL to say about my profile? Other than
'WELCOME TO YOUR ADDICTION?' or
'WELCOME TO THE RAVE'?
It's a great site and I am pretty impressed so far and thank you for your ratings and REALLY don't mean to offend but this has gone beyond a joke now...
DID YOU ACTUALLY READ MY PROFILE??? If not, what's the point in anyone writing a profile and ultimately the site for that matter?
Anyway!
Here's Me Now....
I do it because I can! And? So What?! Whatever!!.. I am here to do whatever the
hell I feel like 'cos you never know when you will check out, so live a little, open your mind and tear down a few barriers 'Cos all your
fears are in your head and one day you will
die so chill out before it's too
fucking late ;) I am
arrogant at times and
insecure at others. I am a walking contradiction, I go up and down like a Yo Yo from one
extreme to another. I am happy and sad at the same time I
love it and
hate in equal amounts but at least I can tell you the truth, I am honest with myself I know my strengths, my flaws, Life rocks and sucks in equal measures, it's all relative anyway. I lived on the edge then one day I tipped over way too far and I now reside somewhere over the
rainbow.
"Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true."
 | You Are Edward From "Edward Scissorhands."
You are very shy and often misunderstood. Innocent, sweet, and artistic, you like to pass your days by daydreaming and expressing yourself through the arts. You are a truly unique individual. Unfortunately, you are quite lonely, and few people truly understand you. |
Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!
I adore music and spent a lot of my time drifting through various 'youth cultures' and therefore have a varied taste in music. I settled into the
darker realms, as I like risks and find there is nothing like being out of place, like going to a 'Hard Style' night where everyone is wearing short hair, colourful shirts and trainers, and I am wearing
black rubber and fishnet gloves. I am just as comfortable with Hard Dance (which I find closer to Industrial) as I am with Sonic Youth or
My Bloody Valentine. I do not restrict myself to genre's, I just love music with a genuine attitude. I go out into the world and fuckin' 'ave it! ;)
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Primal Scream
Slayer
Pavement
Happy Mondays
Nine Inch Nails
Chrome
Anne Savage
Smashing Pumpkins
The Stone Roses
Crass
Interpol (I swear Carlos is a Vampire)
Fischerspooner
Nirvana
Dresden Dolls
Marilyn Manson
Polvo
The Doors
BRMC
Arcade Fire
Radiohead
Ministry
Elliot Smith
The Pixies
Joy Division
Sonic Youth
...are some records I own. But I pretty much listen to anything.
"Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
Oh, give me one reason to be beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Love hates you
I live my life in ruins for you
And for all your secrets kept
I squashed the blossom
And the blossom's dead
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
Oh, and I will make myself so beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Miles and miles of perfect skin
I swear I do, I fit right in
My love burns through everything
I cannot breathe" - Courtney Love (Hole)
Which Rock Chick Are You?
I am not a transvestite. Many people ask me this, as I can often be found dressing partially or fully femme. I like clothes and make-up and to
stand out in a crowd. I have different outfits and like to be creative in my style, the
femme image is an extension of this and the clothes are more interesting than mens. My strong, outgoing personality and eyecatching clothes are merely camouflage for my
insecurities. I seek attention and crave being the focus of it...
I have never considered myself to be a
Vampire though my more spiritual friends often inform me that I have the characteristics of one. I
cut my wrists once and enjoyed the
blood flowing, it was pretty, but I gained nothing from it.
"I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big fucking hole.
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years on my way to hell.
Gotta listen to your big time
Hard line bad luck fist fuck.
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone." - Trent Reznor (NIN)
My experience in the world of
BDSM is quite expanse. I had a Dominatrix for a long while in which time I learned a lot about the world of
kink and
perversion though I had to give this lifestyle away for a life of
'evol' that was so shallow and corrupt it left me considering the whole point of my existence and the meaning of everything.
During that time I enjoyed being tied to crosses,
whipped with floggers,
cut with blades and forced dressed. If I did not want to do this I would have said so but I believe my character is a lot stronger for learning to obey at the right time. I can be the most obedient
slave, as I answer to no-one.
Why leave a life of perfect
sin for a life of inperfect
sin? I will never know but you cannot choose who you fall in 'love' with. Twice
bitten now, twice shy. I prefered the
abuse, from the whips etc than I did from the
emotional abuse of 'evol'.
I am left wondering if my generosity to others is some kind of ailment, for having given so much I seem to get so little pleasure in return. I do not crave material things, I merely wish to be listened to and appreciated.
"Is it wrong not to always be glad?
No it's not wrong but I must add.
How can someone so young,
Sing words so sad?" - Morrissey (The Smiths)
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"Never met a wise man,
If so it's a woman
Just because you're paranoid
Don't mean they're not after you" - Kurt Cobain
I am a firm believer of trying everything once and that means anything. I am a very opinionated person on most matters and feel that one cannot have an opinion on the most topical social debates on
drugs,
sexuality etc without having been there.
I do not 'dress' as Edward Scissorhands. I play Edward Scissorhands and I play him quite easily. He is an extension of my personality, a genuine
freak, with a startling appearance who is crowded by attention but no-one really wants to know the 'person' underneath. When I am not dressed as Edward and I wear other clothes the same applies - I have a
sick sense of irony.
"(You're a) Beautiful freak,
beautiful freak,
That is why I love you" - The Eels
"It's hard to strike the balance between ignorant bliss and constructive self awareness...sometimes there are things about oneself that just aren't helpful to know...
It's one of my key values to be self-aware and understand my thoughts, motivations etc...but if I dig too deep, I drive myself insane. Alcohol is a good way to stunt the hyper-analytical instinct.... or is it a catalyst? I forget which. Pass me the grape my good man.
I feel someone, somewhere needs another think" ;) - Black_Acid
