So I grew tired of my old profile.
I grew so very tired of it!
Its time to come out of the dark and let you all know me better, know me for who I am. I have been here since 2004. I should be recognized as one of the elders and respected that way. I have seen this site since it was no more than a homepage for cancer and his invited friends. There is no such thing as an elder on the Rave but I still stand here. I am a very proud member of the Coven Of The Forbidden Fruit.
Ex emo, ex nerd, ex con, ex stripper, ex party fanatic. Still going hard on the gym. Yes I am shallow. My gym is my religion. It took me ten whole years but I now have my own gym, all paid for no depts. There is nothing more satisfying than going to the gym for a hard workout, feeling the pump in your muscles and the sweat running down your body.
I was sitting on the forum and out of nowhere I think I defined my paradise. I love the sun and sunlight. To me paradise would be if the sun never sets. It could be sundown and a bit of twilight and then sunrise again without absolut darknes.
You may ask what´s the thing with me and vampires? I love the whole mystery that surrounds the legend of vampires. There was a time when I believed in things like that but that beliefe has left my body to be replaced by the beliefe for beauty and money. Vampires are always displayed as good looking mysterious humans with great confidence and calm. Another thing that i am drawn to by vampires are their great sexual power. Who wouldnt like to be able to seduce a person just by more or less just look at them. I like sex and thats no secret. For me sex is like a good wine. I like to try as many as I can before I die. I like to roleplay and take dirty pictures among many other things. I dont feel ashamed for it.
Where am I now? I live with my loving and understanding girlfriend in the house that my grandparetents once build. I am being watched over by my late grandfather. We are both sure of that, me and my girl. He helps us and guides us in life. Somewhere around the 7th of mars my bloodline will go on through my firstborn child. Im looking forward to be a father and all the things that brings. I work full time as crane operator. Life has not yet granted me with the chance to live
without the need to get up every morning to go to work. Work is stealing to much of my spare time. Im standing 179 cm tall and weigh in on 88 kilograms. If your from the US and dont understand that I suggest you google it. Please note that it was said with a loving voice. Im hoping to reach 92 kilo until the end of this year. I have quit using alcohol again. I didnt drink much before but I´m now 100% free. Its amazing how provocative it is to be a non drinker in a group of people. Its like they cant stand their own bad behaviour if I stand there to see it sober.
I feal the urge that I must share with you the best song lyrics in this world. If there was one song that I would like to have writen, this is the one.
Every you every me By Placebo
Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passions spent.
My hearts a tart, your bodys rent.
My bodys broken, yours is spent.
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz theres nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz theres nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...he
Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
Theres never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate.
Its only comfort, calling late.
Cuz theres nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...he
Every me and every you,
Every me...he
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know Im selfish, Im unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone in space and time.
Theres nothing here but what heres heres mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every me...he
Every me and every you,
Thats all from me now
I hope you got questions for me after reading this. Id love to hear from you.
Write me. I wont bite.
