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You can't cross a sea by merely staring into the water
Welcome Lovely. If you have stumbled across my page I consider it either fate or mere luck. For I shall either be your death or your born a new life. .. My name is Alessa. . Alessa Rayne. Formerly Alessa Sworon. I am a mere fledgling in this world of vampiric entities well by my sire's opinion though I am much older than most. . my sire who changed me .. Micheal was his name. . victimized me for the better at a pub in my hometown in Ellebeirg Iceland... & the story begins. .. As a mortal many would have called me an outcast, the creative one with a mouth that usually got her in to trouble. Regardless I stayed true to who I was whether I was wearing pleated taffeta 1920's dresses or long black gowns, I was still Alessa. Still am. I always felt the need to rebel being the perfect daughter never impressed me much so I ventured near and far to find my calling. So I guess you could say that I caused my own death per say. Everyone swears sixteen is sweet oh so sweet , well sixteen was sweet for me, bittersweet. The though of another celebration of my conception appalled me so I lied and told my dear mother I needed to gather research for a poetry assignment for my literary classes. Thus I snuck to the only place I could call home. So time passed and I continuously went to gather research, passing time at the pub, nearly a year had passed. Yet no one suspected anything amiss. How ignorant how quaint they all were well as my seventeen birthing day was approaching, I planned one last hurrah before I buckled down to study for the enormous senior exams. I was merely sixteen on the verge of my seventeenth birthing day.. and I had snuck into my favorite pub.. Sorcerer's Amulet.. for a drink with my newly acquired I.D. . Which I had acquired from one of the exchange students somehow, I remember bribing him and eventually getting it scott free without a bit of pay, because he thought he was helping me, and in turn I suppose he was. that was when I spotted him.. the inhumanly beautiful, pale, and dark haired trench cloaked figure. . Immediately I was drawn to him yet I knew it was not out of mere curiosity. . we spent a night together and he amused me with anecdotes of past times.. he seemed wiser beyond his shown years.. then as I was realizing the time and about to take my leave.. he swept me up in a embrace so impassioned that I could not leave.. some minutes or hours more .. later.. i felt weak and on fire.. I couldn't remember a thing.. he laid beside me tracing his finger across a strange and newly acquired wound on my neck.. whispering Alessa darling ... this is your first vampire kiss.. Weak as I was i slipped restlessly into unconsciousness to arise days later .. To find Micheal gone.. I sobbed and wept for days, caressing the mark upon my neck. Hoping and wishing he would swiftly return. At last he along with his brothers were enduring one of their eternal sleeps. I mourned feeling abandoned and lost, the urges of young vampirism stuck me harder than most. So I contained myself in our beautiful home, perfecting its every inch so as to deny my other emotions. This to came to pass. . . Though we kept in touch and maintained a decent yet strictly provocative although mental relationship.. it was not the same.. Thus is how i came to be. . I miss my Michael so . . I can remember times when he helped me through a tough time after I changed a man. . by his own wish. . It was horrid lying there with the blood everywhere feeling like an animal, Micheal may not have been with me physically ,but he walked me through everything with a gentle and patient mind. And for that I am most grateful . . And when he built a home for just us two before he even knew my true name. .he let me pick and choose everything after he left . . I wish he would come home .. &so the story is. .. i am Alessa Rayne the Vampire Queen of Hell formerly the mortal Alessa Sworon i was on the eve of my seventeenth birthing day when I was made. . . I happen to feed primarily on animal blood. . though at first human blood was tempting.. I have never shed a drop of human blood. . that was of pure heart and mind that is i am unsure as to my sexual orientation -sigh-. . my gift is mage/magic i am working on controlling all elements . .. though water and earth are my true gifts. .. . . but basically thanks to my training with a certain entity known as Keagan and Krusade I have been able to accomplish any gift I attempt or set my mind to. . they gave me strength both of the purest and most malicious energies. . I would love to elaborate, but have sworn oaths that do not allow me to do so. . all you should know is that if you are sought out by them it is a high honor and responsibility as well as it is the only way to contact them, for you can not seek them out unless you have had previous contact with them. As the days pass we all must find ways to fulfill our days and thus I have chosen to attend . .. Goldframe Academy. I am hoping to make some new friends . . maybe find a few great companions and harness my gifts well in attendance there . . I will be in the Fidele House ~the loyal ones. . She gasped. He has returned. Yes to all of you readers out there. My beloved Micheal has returned to me , my lover , my one. The King of Hell, he and Vlad slept for eons leaving me desolate and alone, But now he has come home. The flame has sparked once more. Now surprisingly, I am a mother. To Anna Bell my beautiful daughter whom I adopted from this wretched orphanage. I will love you always. You are my sunshine even though your grown now, Anna. Anna was also recently married . But a' las that was not meant to be and he left her ,but they conceived my grandson, Robert. The most beautiful boy I have ever seen, I am officially a grandparent; and a very proud one at that . After two aching weeks of pregnancy- I was gifted with two twin girls, Sytera and Violet and two twin boys , Jayden and Kyle. My miracle children I call them. They will age to eighteen then stop aging all together and are entirely vampiric. There gifts are undetermined yet and they currently appear as adolescents even though they are only a few months old. Maybe more children to come or maybe not , but my five miracles all make me extremely proud. I love them all. The synopsis of my life becomes of lost and found. Keagen and Krusade were meant to find me with or without Micheal changing me. The source energy I withhold is apparently irresistibly enormous, but it is not all pure and good. For it also has its opposite the tainted and the evil the demon that lurks beneath my pale skin. I am not speaking about being vampiric at all, within my mortal as well this force resides and it is taking form, taking hold of my being, perhaps it shall consume, perhaps I shall over come its plans for my demise, or perhaps this to shall pass in a drawl of wits and patience and the creature may be subdues once more, like my own personal cancer. . . Now my children have ceased aging and will forever stay physically seventeen well eighteen perhaps it all depends really. For a vampire I have been gifted so much considering we are supposed to be the eternally damned. I have six beautiful children and one on the way. Though I am non religious individual and never really been before, I do feel gratitude and hope, for all that I have and all that is to come for me. So I leave you with these words, "You can't cross a sea by merely staring into the water." Always pursue your dreams and fear nothing but fear itself. With love and patience, anything is possible. .. ..
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