a little about me ... i like to learn and i like having knowledge i view the h highest form of happiness is wisdom. i feel elders can teach us many things and great gifts come from the mouths of babes.
In a vampire sense i felt my awaking upon my 16th year and having not teacher i winged it as i went. that was a bad idea. I've gotten a lot better since then.
my intrest vary from social norm to vastly dark.... i enjoy scholastic learning, personal studies, religious studies, nature, photography, modeling. Sado-masochism, and power exchanges
i believe in all things there is a reason and to honor and respect even the smallest of things.
I am in a relationship with a child of the sun i keep my moonlight ways away from him, but he knows they exist.
"Love as Thou wilt"~ Jacqeline Carey
"That which yields is not always weak."
— Jacqueline Carey (Kushiel's Dart)
"Happiness is the highest form of wisdom."
— Jacqueline Carey (Kushiel's Mercy)
"Stand at the crossroads if you will, but if you'll not choose, I'll move on without you"
— Jacqueline Carey (Kushiel's Dart)
"the Codes I was taught," I said, "is in the form of a riddle: "What is invisible but more beautiful than diamonds?" "And the answer?" inquired Labenius. "That which is silent but deafens thunder." The men regarded one another. "And what is that?" asked Labenius. "The same," said I, "as that which depresses no scale but is weightier than gold." "And what is that?" asked Labenius. "Honor," I said."
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some of my favored quotes from a favored book Rage by Jackie Morse Kessler
"if you have ever felt a rolling fury bury you alive, if you've ever screamed because the words just wouldn't come, then this ones for you."
"all it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy"
"your cute when your going into irreversable shock"
"you cut yourself in reaction to an abundance of emotion, act instead of react. control."
"your past is Meaningless, and your future is waiting to be defined. don't condem yourself to mediocrity just yet"
"some truths were best treasured alone"
"aggression is a natural part of human life"
"war is a tragedy, certainly but you could be something more"
" RELIGION. POLITICS. GIVE IT THE NAME YOU WISH , BUT IN THE END ITS ALL ABUT CONTROL. ITS ALWAYS ABOUT CONTROL."
"WHY? THIS IS WHAT PEOPLE DO. THEY FIGHT ONE ANOTHER. THEY DESTROY ONE ANOTHER. THEY WANT WHAT OTHERS HAVE AND THEY TAKE IT."
"war is the herald of death . he is our god. and you are his handmaiden"
"whether its a childs toy or a nations oil, its all the same. you fight for what you want aggession. its the spice of life"
"RUN TO ME OR RUN FROM ME ; EITHER WAY I WILL CUT YOU DOWN. THIS THE PROMISE OF WAR"
"how does one stop war? by offering peace."
FROM "I AM THAT GIRL" ALEXIS JONES
"I'm sick of it all. I'm tired of feeling inadequate, imperfect, desperate for approval, and chronically insecure. I'm exhausted from feeling like I'm always falling behind in some invisible race against the clock, against other women, and even against myself. it is a race i don't remember beginning, but one that i decided to stop running. i decided, instead, to learn how to be who i am, and to understand that, that itself is more than enough, it's extraordinary."
WinterKoi
