slave4you
04:57:03
Apr 06 2009
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can stop crying now.. why does life hate me so much just as soon as ir was getting n-better and looking brighter and i finally found a place on this earth where i could be free...
I dont hate you, i cant hate anyone, you leatn that as you are are only yrs from death..
I guess you guys in america have lots of money to splurge around, but i had to save hepas just to get this membership account i only just got it last night, as my chemo and radiation iodine treatment has but me bankrupt into the thousands and trying to raise my 4yr old son at the same time...Each day i have to force a smile on my face until i found fetlife and vr, if i let my son see me with a frown or crying or sick, i dont want him to rmemeber his mum like that i want him to remember me happy.. So explain to my son why mummy isnt happy anymore im sure when he is old enough to read he will understand why you hurt his mummy and made his mummy sad and cry...
so i guess i will sit on my poor sick ass and lay here and watch what everyone else does whilst you have a big smile of satisfaction on your face like a cat ewho got its cream, and if you are a true believer of the black magick you undertsnd the laws of harming one who hasnt harmed another..and the basic logic of threefold.. dont worry it isnt i a warning as u surely undedrtsand the codes...its just the way it goes...
I still like you..im just sad and feel so betrayed and hurt and cant stop cryting..does this mean i have to delete my membership and waste all that money?
slave4you
04:22:20
Apr 06 2009
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so if you know of the hurt and how it feels to innocent people why be like her and do it to me? why name and shame me? cant you just do what u do to her and keep my name out of it and my relation to her?
i dont understand..why is it a bad thing to be inducted into your coven...im confused...or is it like a sin bin?
But i have not done anything wrong?.. I thought we were friends.. i didnt think you were just using me to get at my cousin that hurts.. i was interested to join your warrior coven, but obviously not now.. :( :( :(
I thought i was a decent human being.. i dont cause hurt or trouble amongst anyone,,
And you can just be another person on the karma list for doing wrong to a person who hasnt done wrong, along with all the journalists, tv reporters, book publishers,news, newspapers, all over australia and internationally about my life so go for you life i guess.. make my 20 years of counselling more exciting for next week..
Im on here not for a game..
After being diagnosed with cancer i found out that life is short for me and to live it out however i want to, not caring what people say or do...So go for your life...i hope you sleep happy at night, because i dont know how nasty you are going to be towards me, but honestly i thought you and i were okay, we were only chatting friendsly last night or did u just lie to me :(
I liked you Master.. please take it into reconsideration, ban me if you must as you are leader.. but please dont publish my life ive had in the past tryinh so hard to put behind me since i got thie multiple myeloma cancer and since with all my treatment i cant get out much so this is and fet is my only way to get out so to speak..
sorry if it sounds like a sob story, but its life to me and i don t have much of it so if you would like to imprint yiurself in my chapter of life and its hatred towards me then please be my guess if u have to..
