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I'm just a simple girl. I just want more in life. I want a place to be myself. I'm not gothic, though I am emo...I don't like labels. I believe in the unknown, the dark abyss. I want to be a part of it, because I can't be a part of everyone else's lives. I want to be free, to express me. So be my friend or my enemy. At least I know someone knows me. I'm only 15, but I have been through so much. And things like music, poetry, and vampires get me through another day. I play guitar, I sing, and I scream. I write my own music, and poetry. I'm much of a loner. Dark and mysterious. Maybe on here, I can be brightened. I'm from Chicago. I'm afraid to come outside. There's so much violence that I don't want to try. I'm being bullied...verbally and physically. And when I do come out of my shell...they beat me up....usually 3 people at a time. I just hope I can be accepted. I don't have a boyfriend, guys say I'm ugly. So hopefully here I can express my individuality.

-Cyn Nightmare